Broken-hearted

Within that second

When life gets hard it can damage you .
Sometimes you need a friend to pick you up when you're down .
If not a friend god will always do the trick .
He will always pick u up when you fall down
He is someone you can always count on no matter what
He knows all the wrong doings that you have done
But he will never hold them against you
He will always be there no matter what without a doubt
Maybe you don't need a friend
All u need is the man above that's it
At the end of the day it's you against the some tears I was so angry at the world . I was angry at all the people that hurt me .

Abby Nicole POV

Sometimes I wonder is it worth it?

Was it all worth it?

Was it worth it making me feel so worthless.

Was it worth turning me into a beast?

Breaking me down so bad to the point were I don't even know who I am anymore.
The old me is gone . She left without a trace . I don't know where she went. Sometimes I don't even wanna be here. I'm just fed up . Fed up with the lies . Fed up with the heart breaks.

I'm just tired of being sick and tired. I drove and drove searching for what I don't know. Emotions going all over the place. Maybe I just don't need to be here .
Maybe things will be better if I wasn't here. Tears streamed down my face as I sped up . Flash backs replayed back in my head. Making me feel even worst . I might as well just end it all.

I blinked my eye from the crying blurring my vision . Within that second I crashed. My whole world crashed . It came crumbing down .