Where I stand

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Don't be blind by being in love with love or him loving that you love him but does not return the feelings because once you do it to late to turn back ~ BlackRoseKie

( Jazz P.O.V )

where do we stand did I just fall in love with a friend was all that was racing though my mind. Its be two weeks since Trey and I kissed But the feeling of his lips on my feel still feel fresh.

To be honest this isn't the first time I had these feelings. Sometimes when we're alone I get lost in the moment and forget we're just friends and I'm supposed to like girls.

As I sat in my room spacing out I hear a knock on my door. It had to be one of the girls because the boys left to go to the bando around 8:30 a.m. and it's now 9:00 a.m.

" Who is it." I asked annoyed
" Airionna can I please come in." Airi spoke softly through the door.
To be honest I really didn't wanna talk to anyone especially not her.

" What do you want dirty coochie girl ." I yelled harshly know I didn't mean it. It's just looking at her pissed me off.
Without another word I heard my door open and shut then my bed dip in.

" Since the day I met you I've done nothing but treat you with respect and try to be a friend but no.... you disrespect me constantly for no reason ..... Jasmine I know I'm not the most popular person in the group Hell I might be the most non valued person..... but I still cook clean take care of everyone but all I get back is..... mean comments about my body and skin color or smart remarks about my baby Dan... so what is it Jasmine why do you hate me is it because I'm too dark chrome daughter I'm not queen what cuz I know everyone love Queen hell I do to but what is it Jasmine ." She was full out sobbing in her hands like a baby.

I felt bad for her but guilty no ever since she came in the picture TREY , Ar'mon , and Queen only talk about Airi Airi. Well damn I'm sick of it everybody loves her so much and thinks she little miss innocent. Everyone addicted to her warm smile and sweet actions. I'm not gonna cap I used to like her to at one point maybe even a little crush but then Trey began calling her bestfriend.

" To be honest I don't care how you feel I want you to suffer and just go away you and your crying ass baby not welcome in this house." I said through gritted teeth as I balled my hand up in to fist.

All I know is within seconds I was hit by something and the door look at what she threw there was a red box on the floor opening it was a Rolex watch. And behind me on the bed were bags filled with presents and one bag even had 4 stacks.

 And behind me on the bed were bags filled with presents and one bag even had 4 stacks

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Looking at what she did for a asshole like me made me respect her more and feel mad st myself

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Looking at what she did for a asshole like me made me respect her more and feel mad st myself.Whole time Airi was never my problem I was my biggest enemy.

As I was about to get up and go outside to just relax and think about how to talk to Airi I saw a Red envelope on my night stand.

What's up what's up what's uuuuuuup it's Airionna that cute little brown girl everybody wanna little taste of

Anyways happy birthday Jazz I know we have a weird relationship but I wanna work on it I wanna go back to the days when we called each other sis and joked around like real siblings I don't wanna argue anymore let's be sisters but happy birthday I can wait for the trip to Miami big thing poppin little thing stoppin ❤️❤️❤️
Ps. Don't open that Victoria Secret bag that's for you to wear for Trezzy on your birthday trip.

I was now the one crying like a baby. Queen came in my room soon and told me she heard everything and she basically yelled at me for about a hour. Nique tried to fight me but Queen stopped her for now. But I know we're gonna ended up fighting at some point.




Sorry for any mistakes will be fixed in the future .

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