Over the next few years I had spent my summers in South Korea and tried to hang out with those boys as often as I could. Our usual hangout spot was that dance room we all met for the time in. After the first day we met we have been supper close, we all could be siblings.
When I was 10 years old (11 in Korean age) I probably got the worst news of my life and I was devastated but all I could think about was how the boys were going to react to it. Oh by the way this is me when I was 10,
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I know cute right. Anyway I had just gotten the news from my father just before I left to meet up with the boys. When I walked into the room I was greeted by hugs and shouts. I didn't want to tell them was I had just been told, but I know I had to. Instead of telling them right away I decided to wait till we had to leave. As we were all hanging out I wanted to cry the entire time but I held it back as much as I could.
"I can't believe that the summer has went by so fast," Taehyung said as we all sat against the wall.
"I know and I can't believe you go back to America already," Namjoon looked down the line at me.
"We at least have the rest of today to hangout until you leave for the airport," Jimin pointed out.
Hearing them talk like that started to make me tear up but of course they noticed. "Hey why are you watering up you'll be back next summer it's not like it's goodbye forever," Yoongi said rubbing my back.
At that point I was in tears and I couldn't stop them. As I cried they didn't ask why they just all surrounded me in a group hug. We had sat in that group hug for almost 20 minutes until I calmed down from crying.
"I have something to tell you guys," I said, I didn't look at them I couldn't I didn't want to see there faces.
"What is it are you okay?" Jin asked.
"I won't be back next summer," I said.
"W-what do you mean you won't be back," Jungkook asked.
"My father just told me that the company isn't getting anywhere with getting Korean music into America so they have are letting him go," I couldn't bring myself to look at them.
"That's not fair it's not his fault," Hoseok asked.
"It's not like he is loosing his job he just won't be coming to Korea anymore," I wiped my face off.
"But that means we won't be able to see you anymore. We hardly get to see you only during summers but now not at all this is stupid," Tae said holding his head in frustration.
"How long is he going to not be coming here?" Hoseok asked.
"He doesn't know, it might be a few years or forever, I might never be able to come back," I said sniffing.
Jin looks concerned "so today is the last you will be in Korea?"
I nod
"Why didn't you tell us sooner?" Namjoon asked.
"I didn't want it to be such a downer," I sighed.
"We understand but I just wish you did tell us we would of made it more special," Jungkook said.
"I didn't want that I just wanted to act like it was a normal day, before I left," I whispered at the end.
Jungkook hugs me while everyone was comforting me. It didn't feel real that I wasn't going to be back anytime soon.
We spent ever second we could together even up to the last second. There parents even took them to the airport to see me off. I hugged all one at a time.
"Don't forget about us,"Taehyung said.
"Of course not," I said.
"I'm going to miss you so much" Hoseok sniffed.
"Awe I'm going to miss you too," I hugged him.
"Work hard for us," Jin said.
"I will," I smiled sweetly.
"Dance your heart out," Namjoon and Jimin both said.
"You know I will," I said.
"Take care of yourself," Yoongi said rubbing my head.
"I will," I said hugging him.
Then came Jungkook. It was hardest leaving him sense we were so close. Not only were we the same age but just closer as friends.
"I don't want you to go," he cried.
I didn't say anything just hugged him tight as we cried. Once we slowly stopped hugging he wipes his tears and said, "I will never forget, I will not forget you, or the fun we had, I refuse to forget you" he sniffed.
"You will not be forgotten kookie," I slightly cry.
We all hugged one last time before my plane was called for boarding. As I left them it was the hardest thing I did. I turned back and watched them wave and cry. I tried not to think about it but I ended up silently crying the entire way home. My father comforted me on the plane. That day I didn't know weather or not if I was going to see them again but something told me I would see them.
