Bram vs The Homo Sapiens Agenda

I More Than Like Simon Spier

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I lay in my bed and unfold all the events that just happened tonight.
Simon is Jacques
Garrett knows I'm gay
Wow, I let a huge breathe out that I didn't realize I was holding. I never even thought of Simon as gay, I though him and Leah had a thing. I can't believe this... I don't think I'll ever believe it. I need to sleep before my face falls off from smiling so much. I refresh my gmail.. no emails. It really is Simon... wow. I shut my laptop and put it on my nightstand. Simon Spier, my crush, is my Jacques. I can't help but fall asleep with the biggest grin on my face.
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I walk into school the next day glowing with joy. I need to stop looking so happy before people realize who I am. I like to stay in the shadows of the soccer team, I hate attention. I walk into English and Simon is already there. Fuck, how is he so darn cute this early in the morning. He catches me staring and he smiles and waves. Okay spier give me a boner this early in the morning fuck. I smile and wave back and head to my seat.
I'm setting my bag on the floor when Simon turns around in his seat.
"Did you enjoy the game Friday. Since you know you are more of a soccer person" he chuckles. Damnit stop being so cute or I'm going to have to kiss you.
"Yeah, it was a pretty good game. I don't understand it that much, but we won, right?" I shrug. I can't help but smile thinking about that night.
He laughs "you're right. I'm more of a drama..." he's cut of be Abby who just walked in yelling his name. I sigh, why do all of his friends have to talk to him when I'm talking to him. I open my English book and act liked I'm reading.
"Abby calm down" Simon pats her on the back.
"I'm sorry! I still can't get over how well homecoming went" she is practically doing a cheer. Simon laughs and pushes her away. She rolls her eyes and walks to her seat. I'm hoping he will turn around and continue talking to me, but he didn't. Well least I got to talk to him for 2.5 seconds
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Tonight Jacques is setting me up on and all Oreo diet. Oreos are delicious, but not for ever meal. Jacques really likes Oreos and he thinks oreos are better then sex. He really has to stop saying that because he has never had sex yet, especially not with me. I can't imagine him at his computer really happy and excited because he gets to talk about Oreos. He loves Oreos with a passion, I can't blame Him though. They are pretty darn delicious.
I'm in the middle I'm emailing him back when I get an imagine in my head... him fantasizing about sex. Fuck. Why is this imagine in my head. I didn't realize that I typed that on the screen either. Should I send it... no I shouldn't. I'm about to delete when I get the courage just click send. I slam my laptop close. I can't believe I just did this... holy shit. My body is numb, what is he blocks me after that because he thinks I'm a creep. Either I just messed my chances up with him or I made them better. Fuck, I'm not a risk taker. Why did I do this. I need to sleep...forever preferably, so I don't have to face embarrassment. Bram I know you really like this guy, but you really should have done that you idiot. Ugh, if I just ruined my chances with Simon I will never find love. Wait... I love Simon. I can't believe I'm saying this. I love Simon Spier....I wish I could shout that from the rooftop for everyone to hear...
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I realized I wrote about the fantasizing about sex more than once, but this is the actual part it happens at in the book. I'm very sorry about that misunderstanding. I'm gonna go delete the other scene.
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Haley:
Heyyyyyyy I'm very sorry. I'm horrible at posting new chapters. I hope you enjoy this one!!! I think it's a good one, but not as good as last chapter. I'm preparing to go to the beach so I'm probably gonna write another one on the way there or the way back🤷‍♂️ but I'm not making any promises. I hope you enjoy this chapter!