Let's start from the beginning ... I went to school one day, I was going to try to make sure nobody noticed me, but I'm tall so that wasn't easy...
It probably started when I meet her, she was short and really cute so I decided to try to sit by her, mark the other guy at the table was the one I asked to sit by. He said yes as I glanced at her once again and she saw me this time witch kinda scared me a bit beacouse I didn't know what she would do.
Mark and I talked about doctor who for a bit then I talked to her and it felt weird when she didn't respond so I just looked down at my paper, mark asked if I was ok I said yes, then she put her hand on my head and said "sorry I wasn't paying attention" mark who already knew my name when I told him when I sat down, he told her my name was Gabrell.
That of course was to make me sound cooler but who likes a name like Blake anaways.
The next few days her and I had a lot of fun I got to meet Jonithan and Tristion and a few other of her friends who was soon to be some of my best friends too. The worst part of this story for me was when I realized I wanted to ask her out and with my luck ... Jonithan asked her first. I was kida ok with that expect that at that a day or so later I told her I liked her and I was going to ask her out but Jonathan happened and I told her I wouldn't try to break them up ... well I tried not to but in the end it wasn't me who broke them up it was Jonathan being "distant"
ONE YEAR AGO
I thought it would be my chance to date her.
What I haven't told you yet was that when she was dating Jonathan she told me she would have dated me. After they broke up her and I held hands and hugged more often but then HIM who shall not be named came along they didn't last long but I still never got to date her then dory came along actually his name is Shawn but I didn't like that they liked each other so Dory for the boy, she hated me calling him that but I did it anyways eventually i started calling him Shawn but I still don't like him and we don't even go to school anymore well I don't not now.
For the ones who care or don't, I got kicked out of st Augustine high school for being a total ass and broke almost every rule I could think of, I didn't do it to show off or anything I just felt I needed to do it.
It was when I left the voices started happening, give a sociopath a second voice in their head who knows what you can accomplish
To be honest I don't really know if it's just her voice or I want it to be her voice but either way it's kinda nice to not be alone.
To be continued 🤫
