Always (Dan and Phil~Phan)

Chapter one

Phil's POV

"Dan wake up! Its time to go to the radio show! I don't want to be late and if you don't get up within 5 minutes I'm leaving without you." I glare down at him and smirk realizing that I can't help but think how cute he is when he sleeps. I go back to glaring when I see him start to stir. His eyes start open slightly but within seconds they closed again and he's gone to the world. I sign loudly before shoving him with my hand. His eyes fly open and he grabs me, pulling me down on top of him. As I fall  I gasp in shock before catching myself on my hands. He's laying under me looking up at me with these supposedly "innocent" eyes, but me and him both know he's not innocent. As I climb off him he says,

"Okay, one you wouldn't leave without me because you are way to nice, and two I don't see why you always leave me it's not like anyone watches the show for me it's always just you." and with that he starts to get up without looking me in the eyes. My fake anger slowly fades into real anger as I think about how much I care about him but he's to stupid to even notice. I've told him about my silly little crush on him and he teases me constantly about it, but only because he thinks im kidding about the whole thing. Honestly I wish he would just wake up one day and realise that I love him, but I doubt that day will come anytime soon. My heart swells up whenever he talks about people not caring about him because so many people do.

"People do care about you Dan, why can't you see that? I mean you have almost 4 million subscribers Dan, and they ALL care about you." He looks up at me again with tears brimming his eyes and shakes his head.

"They don't care about me, they care about the videos I make." I try to push the anger out of my mind and say,

"Just get ready for the radio show, don't be late i'm leaving now." and for the first time ever since we started doing this radio show I walk out of the house without him. I had him about to say something but it kind of just fades away. I know what I did probably hurt him but i'm getting tired of having him act like he's the only person in the world thats sad. Doesnt he realise how hard if it's good me when people come up to use in the streets and only ask for pictures with Dan? Most of the time the girls just since there phone in my face while asking me to take a picture of them and Dan. Although when that happens Dan just looks at me and silently tells me he's sorry before quickly taking the picture and then running off as soon as possible.. I know it makes him feel bad and I tell him it doesnt matter... but it still hurts.