MysticMessenger x reader

Saeran x reader (angst)

This story contains depression and suicidal things.

(Y/N) POV

I unlock my door with tears threatening to spill as I walk into my cozy house. I place my coat on the coat hanger and slip my shoes off. I then throw them next to the door and close it. I grab my phone and unlock it, going straight into the messenger app and typing, letting the tears fall. I start off with "Hey guys, I just wanted to say thank you for accepting me into this group and being my friends. Anyway, this is what I have to say. Jumin, thank you for teaching me that cats are majestic creatures and beautiful. Jaehee, thank you for teaching me the rights and wrongs in paths that I took in life. Zen, thank you for showing me the dedication we have when we find something we love. Yoosung, thank you for  cheering me on with my ideas and making me smile. Seven, thank you for teaching me better humor and making me laugh all the time. Saeran, thank you for everything. You see, the reason I'm saying good bye is the fact that my boyfriend has been cheating on me for the past two weeks and I was fired from my job today. There's really no point in me being here anymore, so thank you everyone for being my friends." I hit send now sobbing as I walk into the kitchen and put my phone on the counter before grabbing a quick snack. Nothing's better than having a snack before I die. As I finish my snack, my phone has probably buzzed more then a thousand times at the people trying to contact me, but when I look over at my phone I see one message that set alarms off in my head. Saeran saying " I'm coming to get you". As I read that, I ran upstairs with my phone in hand and ran into the bathroom. I pulled out the razors and ripped my sleeves up, starting to make cuts on each arm. As I finish, I hear the door open and slam along with two voices yelling my name. Then someone says, "I'll check upstairs you search downstairs,". Then footsteps running upstairs. I'm starting to get dizzy then I hear a light gasp and " SEVEN, CALL 911 NOW!" I'm thinking Saeran said. Someone's arms wrap around my waist pulling me closer to them. I then pass out.

Part 2 will happen when I have motivation and inspiration.