Ninjago- The Whispering Blade: Book 1

Secrets Revealed- Kai

My chest hurt so bad, and I barely could lift my legs. Slowly standing up, I wobbled around the white place. I hope everyone was okay, I don't know what I'd do if I lost them. There was a low humming sound, an then everything around me changed. Looking around, I saw that I was in the monastery, way before everything happened.
I began walking around, but hid when I heard voices coming my way. Who came around the corner shocked me, because it was myself! I was walking with Jay, talking about something. Uh oh, I think know what happened here.
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Jay and Kai were walking around the monastery, done training. They still didn't master spinjitsu, but the master of fire had something else on his mind. Better yet, someone.
"I just don't get it," Kai said moving his arms above his head. "I'm not gay, so why do I feel different around him?"
"Well, I'm not the best one for advice in these things but maybe you should try talking to him about it. If the feelings are stronger around him, then go for it!" Jay knew Cole was gay, even though they met a few months ago. He had a feeling everyone here would be the best of friends.
"I don't know, I just...Can't." Kai admitted sadly. He was looking at the ground, with his arms around his sides. He never had someone to admit these things to, in fact Nya didn't even know he was-No, not gay.
"Look, the more you hide it the more you're gonna have feelings for him dude," Jay stated, he didn't like the way Kai beat himself up for this. Just by liking a guy? "What's keeping you from telling him?"
Kai sighed, and ran his hand through his messy hair.
"I'm just not ready to say it," Kai admitted, looking into Jay's eyes.
Kai then clasped Jay on the back and started to walk off. He waved goodbye to a confused Jay and headed for his room. On his way there, he caught a glimpse of a certain earth master in his room. He didn't want to, but Kai then peeked through the crack of the door. He saw Cole working out, with his shirt off and his muscles showing.
Kai blushed, but didn't move an inch, his body becoming super warm. Suddenly his pants grew tight, and he gasped. No, that wasn't happening to him! Kai ran away from the door and shut his own bedroom door tight. Turning on the shower, to complete coldness he hopped in and cried to himself.
He wasn't gay, there was no way he liked Cole. Kai swore to himself he wouldn't like Cole. A guy like that wouldn't be gay, right?
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I watched as past me left the scene, and it made me wonder. What if I really am gay? It didn't really matter, because Skylor loves me. At least, I think she does. What would it matter if I were gay, I didn't want to break Skylor's heart if she truly loves me.
All these thoughts bugged me, and I really wish I had something to punch right now. This was all Cole's fault. For being so hot and sexy and adorable and...WHAT AM I THINKING? I groaned and fell to the ground, realizing that everything was white again.
Though now I know for certain, I am gay. And definitely gay for Cole. Though one problem, could he actually like me back?