☆A Virtue's Journal☆

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Do you ever feel. . . guilty? 
Like you caused something horrible to occur?

But a part of you knows it really isn't your fault. You didn't know.
But maybe you did. . .

I couldn't control it. I couldn't help it. I fell for him. I accidentally fell in love.

I don't regret how I feel. I won't regret why I feel the way I feel,
though I'm not entirely sure how why I do. 

Every angel I've heard of complained about human emotions.
How they can be so distracting. . .

I'm starting to understand why. 

It's odd for an angel to feel this way about someone. . .
especially if it's a demon. 
But I'm not ashamed of it. I'll never take it back. 

I'm not gonna fake that I don't care about him. I'm not gonna act innocent and apologize for falling in love.

That's not who I am.

I'm a virtue, for dad's sake.
One that represents persistance and resilience.

I can't bring myself down. I feel love for the first time. I feel passionate about something other than my tasks.

I'll never apologize for that.

Still. . .

I just. . . just wish I didn't feel this guilty as well . . .
I just wish she wouldn't have fallen because of me. . .

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