crush → j.jk ⨯ p.jm

Epilogue

!!smut warning!!

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"Jungkook..."

"Hm?" he replies lazily, looking down at Jimin, the only source of lighting in the room was from the moon coming through the window. It made Jimin look ethereal, reminding him of the day they first got together. He smiles to himself and nuzzles into Jimin's neck, basking in the warmth radiating from him.

"There's something... We've—" He cuts himself off, humming as he thinks. Jungkook waits, not wanting to interrupt his train of thought.

"You know that we've been dating for six years, right?"

"Of course," Jungkook says, slightly confused.

"Well, you also know how we've never dated anyone else besides each other, and, now—" He stops and lets out a heavy, frustrated sigh before continuing.

"And now everything is going so fast... We've got secure jobs, we're in our prime years, you know? Everything has been perfect, and I've been so happy with you that everything just happened in a blur." Jimin stops to breathe for a second. Jungkook hums in acknowledgement.

"And now we're at that age..." Jimin's voice falters at the last word and Jungkook feel's him tense in his arms. He doesn't say anything. He waits for the 'but'.

"But..." Ah, there it is.

"Can we," he lets out another frustrated sigh.

"I'm saying this because I love you, please, please don't see it any differently." Jungkook lets the words sink in, scared for what his lover is about to say.

"Can we try an open relationship?" Jimin breathes out. He's so tense in Jungkook's arms that Jungkook thinks that he might shatter and unconsciously starts rubbing in a circular motion on Jimin's hip in an attempt to make him relax.

"Why?" It's Jungkook's first thought, so he decides it's only right to voice it.

"I want to make sure. That we... To make sure that we're sure. About the next parts of our life." Jimin doesn't say it, but Jungkook knows. He knows that Jimin fears marriage, of settling down and starting a family. He's always known.

Jungkook inhales, he isn't sure if he wants to or not. All he knows that is that he loves and trusts Jimin. He tries not to think about how other people would be able to touch his boyfriend. He shakes his possessiveness away and tries to focus on the positive things, like— Jungkook doesn't know. He doesn't know why Jimin would even think of such a thing. But he wants to—he needs to do this. For Jimin.

He nods. It's all for Jimin, he'll do it. For Jimin.

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"Soo... Uh, tell me about yourself?" The man, called Taehyung says to him.

Jungkook snaps out of his daze to look at the man sitting in front of him. Right. He's on a date. On a date with a man that is not his boyfriend. It had only been five days and Jimin had already gone on multiple hook ups, so he figures it might not hurt to try. And now here he was, fidgeting under the man's strong gaze.

"Well... I'm 23, uhh, I- I have a boyfriend, he's—"

"Wait, wait! Stop right there, if you think I'm going to help you cheat then you've found the wro—"

"No, no, no! Sorry! I... That's not what I meant!" Jungkook says hurriedly.

"Well, what did you mean then?" Taehyung replies.