Chapter 1

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•Ashton's POV•

"Wake up fag" my father grips me by my hair and pulls me from my bed "get up now or your going to be late for school" he stomps out of my room and I sigh.I take a quick shower and put on my nirvana shirt with my black skinny jeans and my black vans.I put my bracelets on and grab my bookbag.I see my dad and mom drinking. "H-H-I f-fag" my mother slurs,i shake my head and walk out.

"Hey look who it is" I hear a familiar voice,I turn around and see the famous Michael Clifford and Calum hood, Calum makes his way towards me."sup princess,ready for your beating?" he smirks,before I can say anything he punches me in the jaw "that's for being a faggot,and a piece of shit" I groan,his hits really hurt.

"B-b-but l-l-Luke is g-ay" I try not to sound scared but I fail. "He's bisexual Dumass,plus he's dating a girl remember" my face fell I forgot about his girlfriend, Michael smirks and looks at me "aww is the little fag jealous,look Luke will never go for you so stop liking him" "I-" "oh my god calum! he does like him,we have to tell the school this"

They both smirk,shit! the school can't know "please don't tell please" I beg "sorry princess" they kick me and throw me to the ground and they walk towards school. I get up and dust myself off.

•At school•

"Hey look,He's the one who has the crush on Luke" someone points to me and I speed walk to the bathroom and start crying.Fucking Michael and calum! I hate them so fucking much! I grab my bookbag and take out my blade. I press the cold metal against my skin.

'This is for being a fag."

'This is for liking Luke'

'This is for not being normal'

'This is for being a waste of space'

'This Is for being me'

I put my blade away and clean my self up. 5 new scars. "I'm sorry" I turn around and see a sobbing Michael. Shit he saw me.

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So here ya go! I know this chapter sucks but it would get better :) anyway poor Ashton :,( btw if you gay or bisexual then that's amazing :) I have nothing against gays or bisexuals :) anyway I'm so happy cause the 5sos album comes out tomorrow in the USA! :D *does a little happy dance*

Lol anyway byeee ~Bri

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