Dear diary, Today I've realized something that has to change I (Jenna) wants to be happy too..
*sigh* Cooking&cleaning I mean is that all my life become I literally Don't do anything anymore since I got married to David 2years ago 🙄 mister CEO..
He's 42 years old handsome smart and lovable I got caught all up in it🤤 ..my mom hated that because I'm only 27 but she finally got over it... when we got married lol i was sad my dad did not attend tho 😒 him and david still get into arguments about it every so often its kinda cute *laughs* I love my family that way im just a little on edge these days so I really dodge the Lil battles that's going on I just walk on out the room unnoticed.. I'm happily married its just one small problem i have with my husband😩 he thinks if he spoiled me rotten the longer hours he signed up for after we got married wouldn't matter but they do.. I miss the old david we use to have fun and enjoy each other company not so much now i mean yeah he makes sure that its nothing I need that I don't have lucky me right😬.. cmon really who wants to go to bed alone most nights because they're husband 😌is a busy man! Ha! 😝that's cute in handy!😍🏘
I'm one of the ones that is tired of they busy man he have no complaints its how he wants it although being the idea wife was never a problem..
I always saw myself doing my all for my husband i never thought I'll be just a house wife .. I mean he wakes up to breakfast, I bring lunch ,dinner is always ready!!
I run bath water iron clothes you name it I do it .. He says the man job is to provide i agree that's fine with me but what about reassuring me that I'm appreciated loved, and not a fuckin maid.. what's up!? got any affection.. we literally walk pass each other kiss kiss wtf!
I can't lie it was fine for awhile untill I called him last night at work.. i wanted to see what time he would be home for dinner but he didn't answer... I called again and he text saying he's working late .. I'm the queen of the word yes and sure hunny! I let him Be ..But this particular night I wasn't in the mood for excuses.. I wanted to feel and kiss all on my husband ..Hell! Im tired of waiting for him to realize me.. i have tried almost anything to steal a little attention..
so i was gonna talk with him tonight i needed to clear my chest .. its time we git back to showing our love both physically& mentally here we go another bump in the road huh !workin late my ass...
*thinking* why in the hell didn't he pick up the phone
To be continue
