Humbling myself

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Pt.2

Laying in the bed😥 drowning in my thoughts .. Constantly thinking telling myself.. he's not doing anything *telling myself* omg of course he is am I stupid *jumping out of bed* calling his work phone.. A woman picks up I hang up *freaking out* calling bck *phone rings* *ringing* *rings* no answer.. So I decided to not act a complete fool and to just take my ass to bed and talk with my husband in the morning..

*Ding..ding..ding*
*Alarm clock* 6:30@m

As soon as i opened my eyes😒 In come david ..tip-toeing around the bed.. Kissing my cheek like hes been woke for hours ...Good morning dear *he says* I was on the couch didn't wanna wake you when I got home.
Me:*oh okay* ..he walks into our bathroom *he says* dear i gotta head back for awhile washing his face and brushing his teeth *turning the water off*
me: aren't you gonna shower or eat atleast
Him: I took a shower already and breakfast on the counter if your hungry I gotta go
 
David we need to talk *blurting it out* Damn.. Um Baby when will you have some time for me.. I ask *looking down* he walks over *raising my head up*

honey what's the matter am I not doing enough *he ask*
Me: Baby lately you been gone a lot I hardly see you anymore..
Him: im workin and making sure your alright bills are payed u sit around and enjoy yourself I wanna do that with you im doing this for us trust me..our trip is a month away be patient I'll be home around 1 then we can go eat okay *grabbing his things* *kiss my cheek* and left ..

Here I am once again bored and alone *crawling* back in bed mad I still didn't find out who all was working late last night *sigh*....

*texting*

Me: heyy girl wanna get coffee

Cindy: hi chick😫 fasure.

Me: Lol bet.. You need it to hun!😂

Cindy: you have no fuckin idea come get me neow!

Me: on the way!

So Cindy is my girl we do everything together and when we have bad mornings its coffee ...awhile Back 🤸 Bad nights was wild nights 😝

*pulling up*  Cindy was standing at the door looking mad.. i already know  her and Joseph crazy ass into it

  she walks to the car *whispering* bitch when I get in pull off..
Me: *laughing*

she walkin fast as hell in those heels .. Behind her Joseph *running fast* where are you going I wasn't done talking *shouting grabbing her*

Now I'm stuck watching them argue Joseph insecure but always getting caught in some awkward ass position with some chick..

I choose to stay out they business for two reasons.. number 1 because the first time I stepped init was the last time🗣lol frfr.. Nah I didn't respect him putting his hands on her.. So we jumped his ass then guess what i came to smoke her out the next day and he was back the second reason is I be understanding them both she be wrong sometimes to so why step in they business cause they ain't going nowhere..

Cindy finally got in the car as I pulled off *she say make a left* I turned and she says two houses down to the right im pulling in the drive she jumps out this erick new spot *weed man*

something falls out the car.. I got out to see what it was that she dropped its some Newport's.. I feel like doing some different shit right now .. I got in the car and lit one up *i dont smoke cigarettes* knowing shes going to trip when she come back to the car.. im out here thinkin im cool.. I look next door spotted my ex coming out the door talkin about playing basketball ..

*choking* putting it out slick ducking down.. Cindy walks out coming to the car and spots him* heyy Jeremy girrl look its Jeremy*🤦 saying it loudly*

Me: OH! wow ! Hi jeremy
Jeremy: *walking towards the car* wow is right! hi its been faever *hugging me*
Me: yeah it has..listen sorry! its good to see you we gotta go.. see you around *rushing* closing my door

Cindy gets in the car like wtf that was rude .. we are having some fuckin fun tonight so cut the bougie shit
Me: I'm with that but first I gotta see if my husband is going to blow me off again
Her: well i need to blow off some steam and i know you do too *rolling her eyes* so I say fuck it your right I do but bitch let me do it at my own speed..now git your ass in the driver seat..

She cranks up and stops right in front of jeremy and his friends..
cindy: Hey Jeremy come here we might be going out tonight u should come in bring a friend *winking at Jeremy's friend* ..

Jeremy:okay bet *calling his number out* call me..

Me: omg bitch! fucked the coffee I need a blunt ! I guess we going out tonight I said *glancing* lookin at her she screaming yesssss! We both*laughing and blushing*

My phone rings *hello*
hey dear! what are you doin?

Me: Nothing just pulled up to the house with Cindy!
Him: oh okay! did you still wanna go to eat?
Me: sure love! What time will I be seeing you?
Him: I'll be home in a hour because I have a late meeting
Me: okay ! *angrily hangs up*

Cindy roll the weed my husband will be here in a hour I will not be here when he makes it.. we going to smoke in the car on the way to our destination.. I'm going to get dressed ..

Walking in my room *mumbles* he offered me a hour *ha* he can keep that shit..

Hmmm should I wear my short black dress or my red dress with the back out... To be continue

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 16, 2018 ⏰

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