"I just wanna go home!" I cried in to Niall's chest
"ok love I'll take you home ok" Niall whispered in to my ear
I nodded and he put me on his back and gave me a piggy back ride. We made our way up to the car and Niall gently sat me in the passenger seat. I stared blankly out my window. How was I going to do this? I had to plan a memorial, pack up the house go through all the legal stuff. I sighed and closed my eyes. I just want this all to end.
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"Kiki wake up lovely" Niall kissed my nose and my eyes fluttered open.
I gronned and pushed my self up and walked to the front door of my house.
The door opend and instantly a million memorries flashed through my head. The many Christmas days, birthdays, dinners, homework sessions, soccer parties, all the times when i was little when my dad would put his feet under mine and i would dance with him in the kitchen, my argument with dad last week about one direction. All he good times.
I felt a tear stream down m face and warm arms wrap around my waist. I sured around and Niall lightly kissed me on the lips.
" I'm so sorry babe." he told me and looked like he was going to cry. "I don't like to see you so sad." he whispered
" it's ok," I reassured him my voice all messed up from the hours of crying. " I'll get through it. But right now I just want to sleep." I told him
I dragged myself up the stairs into my room. I stripped off my close from today and thre them in the trash. I didn't want any memories of this day at all. I pulled on a pair of pj shorts and one of Niall's shirts off the ground. It smelled like him and made me feel safe.
I flopped onto my bed and unlocked my phone. I went on my twitter and looked through my mentions. How did all these people find out about my parents. I looked at my mentions and saw it.
@NiallOffical - my baby girl had a bad day. We need to cheer her up! #welovekiki #sosorry
I looked at trends and sure enough #welovekiki was trending. So sweet.
I turned off my phone and reached down beside my bed. Under a pile of pillows clothes and blankets was my monkey I had when I was a baby. Imkept it hidden and only slept with it when I had a really hard day. I looked at it. It's white fire was tangled but I didn't care. I held it close to me and it smelled like my parents. I smiled and claimed under my coves and drifted off to sleep....
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I woke up screaming. Tears ran down my face and I was sweating. Niall came running in with a banana. I looked over at him and he waked over to me carefully.
"what's going on? Is someone trying to kill you? Are you ok?" he asked
"I- I I'm so sorry Niall I just had a bad dream or something." I told him picking up my phone. Ugh 3:45 in the morning. Great.
"come here" Niall told me
I crawled over in to his open arms. He pulled the covers over us and stoked my hair.
"shhhhh, don't be scared it ok shhh" he cooed
I rested my head on his warm, bared chest and he pulled me tighter closer to him. I felt so safe I. His arm and didn't have to worry.
" I love you" he whispered kissing me on the lips
" I love you too" I breathed my eyes fluttering and I fell into a dreamless sleep.
A/n- sorry for such a long boring chapter! I know it was bad but oh well... Thanks for reading!
~Zoe
