August 10th 2018

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Dear Grace,

I miss you a lot, where and still are my Best friend. I know that you told me to stop loving you and move on and I have, but you will always have a place in my heart. I loved you and your gone. You broke your promise to me. You said that you would visit but you haven't yet, so I'm not getting my hopes up.

Now, back to the part when you said that I should find someone else. I think did and I am very happy. Also rember that time I got mad at you because you kissed a guy and we got into the huge fight? I'm sorry I had no right to get mad at you. That's just the way I am. Also i take pride in knowing that I was your first girl relationship and the fact that I made you realize that you where bi. I loved that fact that I could call you "bae" with out you getting mad, the way you would help me when i was sad and suicidal, (shit I'm crying now.)  And the unconditional love that you would show me when we would hang out. Something that you need to understand is that I am happy now. I got out of my depression and I could possibly have a girlfriend and I really do like this person. I know what your thinking "Nicole you rush into things." But I don't do that. I just know what I want. Something i would want you to leave with is that I am happy, so I didn't break my promise and I hope you are happy too.

Lots of love,
Nicole💙

P.S, if you ever come back I hope that you and my crush can meet.

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