Dear Grace,
Hey, I miss you a lot. Me and Vanessa sang our song today. It wasn't the Same without you. And I started crying. Anyway school is starting again and I want to kill myself.
Me and Molly are doing great. I love her more than anything. Yes, more than I loved you. I really do love her.
There is a lot of of drama going on. Your lucky you left. I hate it here, I know what your going to say, "Nicole be happy, you are so lucky to be here." But I don't want to be here. I want to go back to Seattle, but then I would have to leave my reason to live. So I guess I have to stay here.
Leah still is telling me that you will visit. I know you won't. After you and Molly I don't trust anyone anymore. You know what happened between me and kate. Yea. Anyway you should talk to Leah. She misses you as much as me.
Your favorite ex girlfriend,
Nicole💙
