My life.....
Hello my name is destine i'm 14 years old i know im young i hear it everywhere but i was born with a mind that was already an adult. You might think im lying but im not sadly i was i had a normal mind so i could play with kids i missed everything when i was a kid it wasnt fun. I had a rough childhood and i dont mean from the adult mind i have abuse of parent my mom slaps and screams my dad punchs and yells i cant do everything right for them its like i mess up everything because im smarter than them and i do better in school then everyone i cant help that im not trying to show off but im also not trying to keep it a sercet. Well lets move away from that ive been cutting for 5 years people thinks its a big deal when you cut its not im fine with it other people should to if they knew the reason they would get it and they would do the same thing. they dont get how hard it is or what i go through to even live. if everyone need a person im here i understand. i use to have anorexia when i was 9 years old then i have bumila when i was 12 i couldnt stop eating and get really fat everyone always call me names and were always mean. I take pills to pass out there was a couple times where i overdosed and tried to kill myseld well that didnt work i wish it did so i could leave this hell. i love rock music punk rock punk screamo mental i love all of that. also im bisexual alot of people thinks that weird but i dont i like girl and boys its not my fault im like that i was born like that i cant help that. i lost a friend about 6 months ago to suicide i could take it but im still here so i use to like that friend to i think that what hurt the most and that i saw him a lot when i was a kid and i was his sisters bestfriend me and her were like sister and now i dont even see her im to scared and i dont know what to say to her anymore. well that my life.....
