Beyonce' sat in front of the hotel crying, then she decided all she needed to do was lose weight so she started jogging around the neighbor hood crying. Then she just stopped and looked at herself and made a decision that she believed was the only way to be happy. She saw it coming and she was beyond ready. She ran infront of her only way to make everyone happy. Then she opened her eyes confused why she wasn't dead. When she looked up she saw him looking at her with tears forming in his eyes.
bey: Carter?
jay: beyonce' are *interrupted*
bey: get off me
jay: promise me you won't try to do that again
bey: why do you fucking care *cryng*
jay: Beyonce' please your a great person, a beautiful person, your smile lights up a room and help people everyday and you need to help yourself beautiful
bey: stop calling me that! I'm a fat ass ugly bitch, I don't need you acting like you could care too damns about me *crying*
jay just picked her up bridal style and started walking down the street turnst the hotel which he was staying at telling bey how beautiful she was the whole way and bey was too weak to fight back she just closed her eyes.
bey woke up in a hotel room remembering what happened then calling out for jay
jay: I'm here beyonce'
bey: why am I here?
jay: You don't need to be alone
bey: I mean why here, what's the point why am I in this stupid world
jay: beyonce please let me help you
bey: why?
jay: because you derserve the best and I need to show you how special you are
bey: whatever carter I'm not a charity case!
jay: beyonce I never said that, you were my everything *mumbles*
bey: *groans in pain* shit
jay: is it your stomach let me see beyonce'
bey: *crying* no i'm fat !
jay: beyonce' your not fat let me see
bey:* lifts up her shirt and takes off the bandages* I derserve it
jay: no you don't! bey you need to get in the bath I ran it for you
bey: noo!
jay: *picks her up gently* shh beyonce'you can trust me
bey: what you want me to fucking get naked your a asshole!
jay: this is not sexual beyonce' look at me I'm here for you
bey: ok carter *gets undressed but groans from the pain*
jay: let me help you *lifts up her shirt*
bey shivers at his touch and mouths thank you then got in the bathtub
bey: *groans at the warm water hitting her cuts* I can't
jay: it will get better bey I promise *rubs her shoulders*
bey: thank you jay for everything, I know you think I'm crazy ass hell jay
jay: beyonce' I don't think your crazy at all, I know how your boyfriend treats you
bey: He loves me i know it!
jay: beyonce'
bey: yes?
jay: what happened to us?
bey: we grew apart shawn
jay: you were my bestfriend he took you away from me, you act like you don't know me!
bey: i'm sorry shawn
jay: You wash up i'll be the bedroom *walks out*
Bey stayed in the bathroom for a hour before getting out, jay left one of his shirts for her which would be oversized on her. bey slowly walked to the bedroom and when she saw shawn he was asleep with a dried up tear formed on his face.
bey: jay *pokes his arm*
jay: *still asleep*
bey: jay!!! *kisses where his tear is* I'm so sorry jay
jay: bey please never leave me again *hugs her*
bey: I promise jay please we need eachother I'm sorry about everything, he told me we couldn't see eachother anymore or he would kill me jay. I missed you so much.
jay: *kisses her* please never hurt yourself again I love you so much
bey: jay i ii i *walks out*
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