Chapter 8- Visits and My Song

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I walked down the street with my hood on so if I saw someone I knew they wouldn't recognize me. I plopped another lollipop in my mouth as I was making my way to the dorm that Rin and Yukio lived in.

It was a Saturday so I knew they had to be home. I walked up to the door and gathered all of my courage.

I opened the door. Thank goodness no one was there when I looked in. I finished my lollipop and threw it in the nearest trash can. It was strange, even though I ate a lot of candy when I was at Mephisto's I haven't gained any weight. I then popped another lollipop in my mouth. Amimon got me addicted to them.

I then walked down the hallway that I used to live in. The hallway where Rin and Yukio lived in now. I put down my hood and walked to the door. I was nervous. What should I tell them? 'I was at Mephisto's place'? No, that would make Rin and Yukio hate him. 'You don't need to know'. Yeah, that would work.

I gathered all of my courage and plopped another lollipop in my mouth. Then I knocked on the door.

"Who's there?" I heard Rin say. I just knocked again.

"Ok, I'm coming!" Rin said. I looked down at the floor. My heart was beating so fast and I was so nervous. I then heard the door fly open. I looked up. Then Rin's eyes and mine locked on to each other.

"A-Akumu!?" Rin said. Then he hugged me. I felt like he was crushing my rib cage. But he finally let go when Yukio pushed him aside and gave my a hug also. But his was more gentle.

"Where were you!" Yukio asked.

"I-I was at a friends place." I said.

"What was this friends name?" Rin asked. I didn't know what to say. So I decided to tell the truth.

"His name in Amimon." I said. The boys widened their eyes.

"Why we're you with him!" Rin yelled. I just looked down at the floor.

"Why Akumu, and why didn't you tell us where you were!" Yukio said.

"Because I thought you didn't want to know!" I screamed. I then fell to the floor. Then I started to cry.

"Akumu." Rin said. I spat the empty lollipop stick out of my mouth and started to grab another one. But, Yukio grabbed my arm.

"Akumu, we will always care about you." Rin said.

"Yeah, no matter what you do to us." Rin said. Then Yukio let go of my arm. I then stuck the lollipop in my mouth. I then grabbed two more lollipops in my sweatshirt pocket. But I kept it there, waiting for the right moment.

Then I saw Rin start to speak. But I stuck a lollipop in his mouth. Then Yukio began to speak and I stuck a lollipop in his mouth too. I then got up and started to walk away.

"Akumu! Where are you going!" Rin said.

"Back to Amimon." I said.

"Why?!" Yukio exclaimed.

"Because, I promised him I would." I said. Then Yukio and Rin stopped frozen. I looked behind me and saw Amimon there.

"Hi Sister!" Amimon said happily.

"Hi Brother!" I said.

"Are you ready to go now?" Amimon asked.

"Akumu don't go!" Rin screamed.

"Yes, let's go." I said. Then Amimon picked me up in his arms and jumped out a window.

"Akumu!" Rin yelled. I didn't dare look back. I didn't want to see his face. Then Amimon ran away with high speed. It only took a couple of seconds to run away from Rin's screaming. I felt a tear run down my face.

I hugged Amimon tight. Then, felling the warmth of his body heat I fell asleep.

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When I woke up I was in my bed at Mephisto's place. I turned my body and found Amimon sleeping next to me. He looked so cute when he sleeped. I then moved close to him and hugged him.

I just wanted all of this to be over. I never wanted to deal with the guilt of me leaving Rin and Yukio again. I just wanted to stay away from them.

Maybe, I could go to Gahenna. I could ask Mephisto if I could go. No, Father would just punish me for not getting Rin and Yukio's blood.

Then I felt Amimon start to wake up. "Sister?" He said rubbing his eyes.

"Brother, do you think that Rin and Yukio hate me?" I asked.

"I don't know sister, maybe they do but maybe they don't." Amimon said. I then got up and went to the bathroom to splash water on my face. That woke me up.

I then got dressed. I put on a dark green pair of skinny jeans and a pink tank top. (clothes that Amimon and Mephisto got for me.) I then went downstairs into Mephisto's office.

"Good morning Akumu!" Mephisto said.

"Good morning." I said. I then held out my hand. Mephisto knew what I was doing so he handed me a bag of lollipops he had bought yesterday. I opened it and put one in my mouth. I then sat down on the couch and started to play games on my phone.

Then a short time later Amimon entered Mephisto's office.

"Good morning!" He said. Then he stuck out his hand to Mephisto just like I did and Mephisto gave him a bag of lollipops too.

I guess I have had so much that it has just become a routine. Today we just did our usual game playing but it was getting boring.

Eventually it was dark outside and everyone was supposed to be sleeping. But for some reason I couldn't sleep. I eventually got out of bed and snuck outside.

I went to one of my favorite places to look at stars in the sky. I went out and walked to where I wanted to look at the stars.

When I reached the building I climbed up the side from a ladder and went onto the roof. When I got up there I layed on my back and looked at the stars. I looked at them for a while, but I got lost in my thoughts and wanted to sing something.

The sky shown Gray and I couldn't see anything ahead

Those who ignore common sense laugh; What lies will they tell next?

What will be gained from hanging that up proudly?

But I have to keep moving forward

So I'll keep signing like this

You're crying for sure; Your lonely for sure

You're right; You're just being human

That's what the tears I shed say.

This is beautiful too; It's not a lie; Tank you for our true selves

Having dreams you want to come true and the dreams you can't reach

That itself becomes the dream, becomes the hope for people to go on living.

There's a door; I'm waiting there

So I'll hold out my hand

For you who feels crushed, here's the strength and confidence for you to be able to fight again and my song

That's what the tears I shed say

Like this too we met in a dirty ugly world; Thank you for this miracle.

(A/N That was My Song from Angel Beats :3 (English Version of course))

I really liked that song. I just love how the lyrics described what I was feeling. I then felt a tear roll down my face. "That was really pretty." I heard a voice say.

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