If your reading this then I wanted to let you know I'm gone, if your asking who wrote this I did before everything went wrong. Before my life turned shitter and now gone. But if your reading this I guess I posted it or CreativeTrashBin posted it for me who cares? As long as your reading this I'm fine with it. I'm sick of hiding behind a fake smile and telling the lie of 'I'm fine.' To people, because I wasn't alright I never was. And lying to people had token it's toll over time and I'm sick of lying I'm sick of living this damn life. But I guess you could of guessed right? Since I'm gone? You may be asking why join this site if you just didn't feel like living anymore? I just wanted one more shot I guess. Just one more shot to make a wrong right. But it didn't work about the only two people to make me feel welcome were EuphoriaisZanvis and CreativeTrashBin because I've know CTB for a couple years. And I maybe just met Euporia but I feel we made good friends in that short time. But I didn't want to lie to more people. I didn't, I know I may of hurt you but I didn't to lie. Not anymore. After the weight on my body grew heavier and heavier I couldn't take it. I wanted to be released from this Hell. Now that I'm done I do want to let you know. Thank you for reading my gosh awful stories. Also I wanted to thank the ones who talked to me. I will miss you all. And I hope you forgive me for being selfish and leaving you.
Much love and goodbye
---- Lili
