Just Love me Okay BLESIV STORY

Can i make love to you?

I walk to his house because I didn't want to drive and so I knock on door and see Desiree in her outfit and it's been a couple days that i haven't seen my bsf in along time and I have to make the best of it.

 I go to his room and I caught him watching (you know what) 

Alex-WTH Kayla you scared me.

Kayla-Wth you perv.

Alex-.....

Kayla- we need to talk.

I told Desiree I needed to talk to him at my house and so I we drive to my house and I went to the living room and said..

Kayla-Why were you watching porn like did I do some wrong is something wrong with my body.I am thinking something wrong.Why would you do that?Are We breaking up?

Alex-Woah Woah Woah Woah wait I never wanted to break up with you.I just feel like were not having accasional sex and I didn't know if you were breaking up with me?

Kayla-I am not leaving you we can have sex but im right here.Plus I always been thinking about you alot...

Alex-I thought i was feeling like bs.

Kayla-I thought you was with someone else.What else can I say you make me this way.

Alex-You make me this way that I feel like I have a scar on my heart.What more can I say to you.I felt like you pushed me away.

Kayla-Why would you think that.

Alex-You got these dudes hitting you up in your dms and saying"Oh I want you to come over."Let me f*ck you Kayla."

Kayla-You think thats my fault?

Alex-Yeah

Wow so its going to end up like this so be it.

Kayla-Well then if you think that all this my fault.You can take your stupid merch and and your pants somewhere else because were over.

I threw the merch on the concrete and ran away crying and sobbing about how much memories we had i turn around and stop and see he picked up the merch and saw him in tears.Was I not good enough.Was I wasn't enough.

I make i to my house and I get in the bath fill it and put bubble in it and lighted a candle.I play This Way by Khalid and H.E.R.I started crying and sobbing in my bath.I get out and do everything for my night. 

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