I'm stuck in a situation. It's such a cheesy textbook situation, yet I'm in it. I've been in this relationship for a while, but I'm not happy. I don't know if I've ever been. I'm constantly looking for more and I never intend to. I know he's not the one but I'm a wimp! Unfortunately.
Luckily, I have great friends! For the most part that is. I have Kaylee, who's practically a sister. I've known her since 6th grade. I accidentally got her kicked out of advanced math, oops. I have Rowan, genuinely the sweetest girl alive, she keeps me in check.
Then I have Christian. I first met him in journalism in 7th grade. WHACK. Almost failed that class, writing isn't my best speciality and it shows here. I was too shy to talk to him then, but for a while I thought he was the prettiest boy in the world. Kind of a geeky humor, but when he made a voice with a lisp it made me bust up. I still think those things to this day.
I know maybe I shouldn't think about someone that way while I'm in a relationship, but it's not the best. For sure not the healthiest, pretty toxic actually. I can't lie to myself, I want Christian!
There's nothing I can do though, I just have to ignore every single fiber of that attraction. Anyways, He's after Kaylee, and she wants him too. Even though they never commit to actually dating, I can't touch that shit with a ten foot pole.
So, like I said, I'm in a sticky situation. I dig this guy a lot but he's interested in my best friend, and I'm stuck in some toxic relationship. Nice.
