Y/N'S past chapter 8

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Y/N's POV

*PREVIOUS FROM I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY HATER *

You: so....

Jimin: so.... Ah yes I have something to ask you? Jimin said nervous

You: yeah sure what's that? You asked

Jimin: can you tell your past

You: umm... You said nervous,Ah yeah sure

So its start at....

FLASHBACK 8 YEAES AGO

So I was grade 8 when I have a crush on a boy his name is Kim Jackson his my first love,first crush,and first.....EX BOYFRIEND

It was time for practicing our prom dance I bad luck I didn't have a chance to be jackson's partner

As I was dancing the music stop I don't know why so I look at our dance instructor

DI(dance instructor): kim jackson are you left footed

Jackson: ah yes sir

DI: oh okay let's start again

*in your mind* ah its my chance I will try to be make a mistake to so I can be jackson's partner

You:* make a mistake*

DI: ah miss Kim y/n are you left footed to

You:*yes* ah yes sir you said pretending to be embarrassed*good actress y/n😂😂*

DI:oh okay Kim jackson swicth partner miss y/n is gonna be your new partner now

Jackson: ah okay sir *I'm jackson's mind* oh no I don't want to have a mistake at my first crush ha okay jackson you can do this.

DI: okay again

You: ouch!! You said pretending to be hurt

Jackson: ah sorry its dirty

You: no,no,no its okay*lean down*

Jackson: *stand straight*

You: ouch!!!

Jackson: ah y/n I'm so sorry plss I didn't meant to

You* walkaway*

Jackson: y/n I'm sorry plsss

You: *pretend to be angry but in reality she's going to die because of exicitement*

~~~~~
AFTER ONE YEAR

GRADUATION DAY

Youa and you friends: hahahaha your so funny maxene😂😂( btw Jackson has an older brother so yeah)

You: *walks to jackson's old brother* umm hey mark wanna write down on my book?

Mark: ah me?? He asked to you confused

You: ah yeah sure *smile*

Mark: of okay *write down* here * give it back to you

You: you can sign up to jackson* blush*

Jackson: ah sure *blush* here *give it back to you*

You: thanks see guys maybe soon

Mark: yeah see you soon *smile*

You: bye guys *wave*

M and J: bye* wave*

You: * run and hide* omg he give me his pen

Mark: jackson has a crush on y/n,jackson has a crush on y/n

Jackson: yah be quiet * hits mark arm*

Mark: just admit it you still like her

Jackson: yes okay fine I still like her

You:*what?!?! He like me* omg I'm gonna die to whisper to your self

~~~~~
AFTER ONE YEAR

*telephone ringing*

You:*pick up the phone* umm.... Annyeong y/n imnida speaking

???: .........

You: hello?? Hello is someone in there??? You asked confused*in you mind* why are they calling if there not answering!?!!?

???: ah this is Kim jackson speaking

You: *in your mind* what its Jackson okay y/n calm down relax you can do this

Jackson: uhh I just called because of my pen do you still have it

You: ah yeah sure I'll bring it to you where do you wanna meet?

Jackson: at the cafe here's the address XXXXXX

You: oh okay tomorrow at 5:00

Jackson: yeah sure bye

You: bye

oh my f*cking god he just called me!!!! Ahh I can't wait for till tomorrow!!!

~~~~~
THE NEXT DAY

You: ah hi

Jackson: hi*smile*

You: here the pen I will be going now bye*wave*

Jackson:*holds you hand*

You:*shock* w-waeyo?? You asked nervous mix with happiness

Jackson: wanna have a cup of tea? He asked you waiting for your answer

You: sure I would be glad to*smile

Jackson: *smiles back*

you and jackson dated for 3times and the third one he told you to stay away from him he said to you that "I don't  want to see you anymore I already have a girlfriend" because of that..... You commit suicide depression got all over to you,you don't eat food nor you don't come out your room anxious went all over you,you went crazy

FLASHBACK

You: jin get out of the bathroom I'm gonna a take a shower faster

Jin:*comes out if the bathroom* be real quick I'm gonna take a shower to

You: yeah yeah*went inside the bathroom*

Your brother don't know why your been being rude,cold you were not like that when you and jackson were dating you were really haply coz your got a time to spend with him but starting he told you to stay away you change your not the happy going g girl your a rude,cold girl now

Jin was already worried why your not yet coming out of the bathroom until jindecided to come in first thing he saw was your body laying In the ground life less and medicines all over the floor jin quickly brought you to the hospita. The doctor said that you were fine but they need to check if the effection already sprend in your body luckily not

You were confine in the hospital for 3 days when you and your brother went home you quickly went outside to your room,you were searching for something

You: aha!!! Found you!!

You took that blade out of your drawer and cut yourself but before you could cut yourself your dash out to your room

Jin: y/n!!!! What are you doing!!!

You: what do you think jin I'm killing myself I don't want to live anymore!!! I just want to die I don't deserve to live anymore!!! No one ever love me jin just plsss you said while your tears over flowing like a river jin took the blade out of your hands

Jin: y/n plss don't do this to you,you deserve better than him there's a lot of people out there jin said while sobbing in the our arm

Jin: I can't live without you lil sis plsss

Until that day you try to move on you did move on but in your heart jackson will be there forever.....

*TBC*
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