The fall between lovers|kpop Fanfic|

Chapter 1-Moving Day

Y/N P.O.V
Today was the day when I move,Today was the day when I leave my family and friends behind.I don't think I can do it now after thinking about what happened earlier today.After thinking about it all morning,I came to realize I have feeling for BamBam and I don't think I can go without him.Should I confess to him before I go and leave him speechless?Wait,I can't because the twins is coming and I forgot Kim Song Yi likes him a lot so I can't even do that to her.So what should I do now?I can't go without saying something to Bambam and let's not forget that he has tried to flirt with me on numerous occasions.IDK what to do,my head is spinning so much!You know what I'm just going to confess to him after I say my goodbyes and run before Song Yi can even say something including him.Wait Y/N,your being dumb right now,don't you know that this makes you look like your scared of her?Well it really does but who would not be scared of her especially when she gets mad that's a whole other story.
*looks at time*
Oh Shit,I have to hurry up now I only have 2 hours left and I still haven't even took a shower and I still need to pack.
But something I still have to get the bottom of is why Jisung was acting like that.Is he scared to let me go?We are the closest among the siblings,he's like a father to me*which I know it sounds dumb to have a brother that is years younger than me be my father but he kinda is tho* I just wonder what's his problem maybe he would be different when I go to meet him later at the airport,he probably was just tired and didn't know what he was talking about,Right?Well who cares I'm bout to go hop in this shower and hope I don't take to long as usual
*End of Y/N P.O.V

Bambam P.O.V
Ok,I need to get dressed so I can get to the store and get Y/N gifts so I can go meet jesung at the airport *doesn't knows that the twins are coming as well* Wait,I forgot to ask him what time to meet up,let me call him
*calling jisung*
Why isn't he answering?usually he picks up on the first ring
Imma just call him again
*calls Jisung 5 times again*
Ok,something is going on he would've answered by now,well you know what,maybe he is probably getting something for Y/N so he just put his phone on mute so he wouldn't be bothered,IDK,well I will just get there at about 9:30 ish and she should be waiting to board the plane so I can just go by myself who cares
But you know something,after thinking about what Jisung said earlier,I don't know why,but I feel like I can't let her go to America.Is I'm scared for her just as much Jisung was?Why did I just agree with him at first?I knew I didn't want her to go but it's not my option,it's her and besides I had to support her,she supported me when I wanted to become an idol so why not return the favor.I swear I can't just see her go like that but I can't just hang on to her anymore she already told me she only liked me as a friend

* 2 years ealier*
Bambam on the phone with Y/N
bambam-hey
Y/n -hey
Bambam -are you busy?
Y/n-no,wae?
Bambam -I just wanted to know because I wanted to take you out to lunch today
Y/n-ok,I'm free,maybe 12pm?
Bambam -ok,I will pick you up,so be ready and dress casual
Y/n-ok 👋
Bambam -👋
Phone call ends

Y/N P.O.V
I wonder why he wants to take me out today?Well it's not a shocker and all because he was always nice to me that's why we became friends anyways.Well I better be getting ready in a little bit it's about to be 10 pm and it takes me about an 1 1/2 hours just to take a shower and do makeup

Bambam P.O.V
Ok,I have to get ready I want to look my best for her,she is the one and only girl of my dreams,I liked her when I first met her,she was like looking at a Angel and I wished today will go as well as I have it thought out
Days plan
1.pick her up
2.Go to the restraunt I have reservations for
3.Go shopping(she loves shopping alot)
4.Go to the park
And last tell her how I feel and hope she accepts my gift and my feelings
So that's how I had today planned in my mind,the gift I wanted to give her was a necklace that has been passed down in my family to which you give it to a lover,my mother was in love for the fact that I got to give it to someone one day she used to always say "I want you to give this to your lover,this necklace will show her how much you love her  because it's just beautiful,you should also know that your father brought me this exact same necklace for when he told me his feelings and at first I was shock that he confessed to me because we were close childhood friends so it was weird at first but I k we in my heart I grew to love this man more than a friend,so promise me that you will give this to your lover and tell her that you will love her forever and never leave her side,ok?"
That still rings through my head everytime I think of Y/N I just wished my mom was here so I can show her my soon to be girlfriend but she is always watching down on me which I still haven't told Y/N that my mother died in a car accident 4 months ago but I should've told her because my mom and her were so close but I just can't the courage to tell her and I don't know why like I didn't even invite to the funeral or nothing and I still feel bad to this day but I will eventually tell her just it now
Well let's forget about this matter and get ready for my big day
Oh my God I'm so scared about what she might say
Well I have to dress to impress so put on my fav suit because we were going to a fancy restaurant but I told her casual because she takes things a little over board when you say fancy like she once wore a 1,000 dollar dress to the park when I told her to dress fancy which I found out her fancy and my fancy are too different things I was shocked about what she was wearing like she really looked like she was a movie star or something so for now on I say casual which usually when I say casual it's still fancy to her but it's not over board
Well I need to be getting ready it's already 11 pm
End of P.O.V