Hi I'm Nancy I've always wanted to have friends over during summer but with my condition it's really hard. I smile but that's just a mask I put on so people think I'm strong. It's hard cause one I have no friends because the way I look. Sometimes I wish I was different but then I have to remember if it ends then my pain gets past on to someone else.
My parents are always telling me that I am as normal as, normal can get. My opinion is, I'm nowhere at normal. They only say I am "normal" so they can feel better about themselves but my face is very horrifying. When people see me they all cower in fear. It is so has gotten so bad to the point I have had to leave 5 schools because of my looks and all the bullying. I know you're trying to imagine it, but please don't try to. You might have nightmares, for weeks.
School starts in a week I really don't know what to do. I have no friends and I know for sure I will get bullied all year. I will end up in a rabbit hole again being the only tiger with white stripes. I have all of my school supplies, I have my backpack and I've picked all my classes for this year. Ugh now if I could make friends that would be great.
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I have always been excluded from everything as long as the other kids got to laugh at me I always walked away with a sad face. I was always lonely for P.E , lunch and recess. Nobody even wanted to sit around me it was like a small target in the middle. Until I met someone who was exactly like me. His name was Adam. Finally I might actually have a friend to hang out with. I won't get teased for being lonely or be kicked out of the school for looking different and " scaring" other kids. I won't be lonely, finally.
We walk up to each other and just look at each other. We both have never seen other people with our condition before it's scary and happy to know that our not alone but you also know that you will both get teased. We both keep looking at each other in the eye and I feel your heart beat faster and faster.
I hear people start talking but one person really gets me the bully Eric say "You two freaks deserve each other." I ran to the bathroom and start to cry in the stall everyone in there laughs and leaves.
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It's Christmas break finally several weeks without everyone bullying me and laughing but also no Adam. It's sad that Adam has to deal with this same condition as I do.
