I wake up.
I really sleep .. and I do not want to go to school.
those cards, somehow ... they improve my day, I do not feel alone.
I go to the bathroom and I look in the mirror, I wash my face and my teeth and then I get dressed.
I put on a sweatshirt, which is very large and a pair of torn jeans, then I go back to look at myself in the mirror .. "I do not ... Okkey, I try"
I took the black pencil for my eyes and put on my make-up.
Looking through the mirror, I felt different ... more feminine ... Bleh!
I took my backpack and left the house, then I put my headphones on ...
"How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down, into my core
Where I've become so numb, without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there, and lead it, back, home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
Bring me to life
Frozen inside, without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are my life
Among the dead
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Don't let me die here
Bring, me, to, life
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
Bring me to life
Bring me to life.."
I take off my headphones only when I hear the school bell ring "it's not possible I'm always in this filthy school ..." I snort.
I go to the locker and when I open it I can not find any sheets.
I remain very ill, I close the locker with force and everyone turns, "what is it? Have you ever seen an angry person ?! "
I do not know why I'm behaving like that today, but having raised my voice to those people made me feel good.
