he said i wasn't worth it
but it's only because he loves me.
he told me i needed to be skinnier
but it's only because he cares for me.
he told me nobody loved me
but it was so i could only love him.
he pushed me towards the wall
but only because i was being to loud.
he told me i was better off dead
and for a moment i almost believed him.
-for the girls and boys who have been through the same as me, it's not love.
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for every night i have missed you
Poetrya small collection of poetry written on my darkest and longest days and nights.