I'm sorry y/n | 14

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My head is spinning. Why all of that for me?
I don't understand, suga kissed me and I kissed him back. Why did Jungkook get so worked up about it?
His words play again and again in my head
"It's because I like her!"
What does that mean-he likes me?

Tears continue to stream down my face as I think about what just happened. I really don't understand! I want to scream and shout but at the same time I want to cry until I drown in my own pool of tears. My heart aches so much.

I shut the door, throwing my keys to the side, clattering onto the floor as I walk upstairs with the tiniest amount of energy I have left in my body. I fall onto my bed, falling asleep immediately as my head hits my pillow. Not even gotten changed or taken off my makeup.

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I get woken up by the sound of the door bell. I groan as I slide out of my bed, walking down the stairs tiredly.
I open the door and my eyes widen- I'm fully awake now.
"Hey.."
My heart sank, his face looks so hurt, he looks hurt.
"Come in."
I pull the door open more than it already was and he walks in.
"Sit on the sofa in the living room, I will be there in a minute,"
I say, without making eye contact as I walk into the kitchen. He sits down, waiting for me. I walk in with a first aid kit. I sit beside him and analyse his face.
"Y/n I'm fine."
I open the box.
"No you're not."
He watches me as I clean up his half treated face.
"Ow-"
He holds his breath.
"Did Jin help clean you up."
He nods and I sigh.
"I'm sorry."
He looks into my eyes but I continue to look at his cut on his lip and treat it.
It's silence for a while until I finish his face.
"Why did you punch Suga?"
I ask, unimpressed.
"I don't know."
I look him dead in the eyes.
"No Jungkook you better have a good fucking reason. You upset the shit out of me last night."
I look at his hand and I place it on my leg, one hand holding onto his wrist, the other cleaning up his hand and wrapping a bandage around his knuckles.
"I'm sorry y/n."
I roll my eyes as I tie a knot on the bandage before looking at him.
"I know and you should be."
I get up from my seat and I walk to go to the kitchen but he pulls my wrist back.
"It's because I like you."
I push his hand back.
"No shit I like you too. Why wouldn't I?"
He sighs and looks at me with a sad expression in his eyes.
"More than friends."
I swallow hard. My heart started to beat quicker.
"W-what.."
He stands up, my eyes following his.
"Y/n I really fucking like you, ever since you came that day to start work. I want you so bad and I love how smart and beautiful you are. You're everything I want and I got mad at Suga because he kissed you. And when you see you're best friend kiss the girl you like... I don't know what I was thinking or doing at that moment. I just want you to myself."

I thought my mind was playing tricks on me but it really is him.

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