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Her nail ran up my spine and my head lay on the pillow. Her hand crept higher, and higher, and higher until she reached her hand around and grabbed my neck. Pulling me up closer to her, she whispered the nasty things she'd do to me until I reached my euphoric bliss.

Gently squeezing my neck, her other hand snaked up my calf, sending chills through my body like no other until she reached my inner thigh. I couldn't take the teasing as I started to squirm under her touch until she smacked me painfully on my ass.

"Did I say you could move," she spoke deeply into my ear, as her hold against my throat gripped harder, hard enough to make me dizzy.

"I....I'm sorry," she seemed displeased with my answer as she smacked me again and bit my earlobe.

"Sorry what?"

She slowly started to turn me over while keeping the grip still on my neck, not easing up the least bit.

"Janet....JANET!!!"

Shooting up out of my slumber, I sat on the couch trying to figure out who woke me up right before I could see my seductress.

"Over here, sleeping beauty," I hear Mariah say and see her walking towards me from my peripheral vision. "You know, I came over here, hoping to spend a great day with my best friend. But when I get here, I see you knocked out on the couch with drool hanging out the side of your mouth."

I wiped my mouth with my sleeve as I glared at her. She didn't seem the least bit phased as she sat down next me, moving my legs off the couch.

"So what's been happening in your life recently that you can't seem to be able too get any sleep at night."

"Mariah," I whined, hoping she'd leave. "I'm not in the mood to talk about my problems for your own entertainment." I said as I laid back down and tried to kick her off the couch.

"Bitch," she stood up and pulled my blanket off of me. "Kick me again and see if your ass don't end up on the floor. Now tell me what happened."

I just laid on my back and looked up at her. We openly stared at each other, neither of us backing down.

"Fine...I was at the club the other night and I was caught between two people."

"Who?"

"Selena and-," I looked up at her seeing her places her hand on her hip giving me her no bullshit face. I just sighed and let her name fall from my lips, not even caring anymore. "Whitney."

"Damita, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!"

"I know, trust me, I already know," my hands went straight to my face.

I felt her come over and sit by me as she started to rub up and down my back.

"This can't be that bad. I've know Selena for quite some time. I just met Whitney. She can be left behind and I can move on with my relationship with Selena, that's not so hard."

If only i believed myself when saying that.

Seeing her last night was amazing. Doing her little dance on that pole while she was in her zone.

That job will have to go once she's mine. Can't have to many eyes on my baby.

But her little friend will have to go. Looking at me like I stole her bitch....well not yet anyways.

Grabbing the phone, I dialed Mariah's number hoping she'd pick up.

"Hello dahling, what do I owe the pleasure of speaking with you today?"

Whatever, Queen of Nothing," I laughed, " I need a favor."

"What is the "favor" you need?"

"So Janet, I-"

"Whitney, Janet is in a relationship right now. I think it's best if you keep your distance."

"I know she's in a relationship. I saw the bitch last night. I just want to get to know her. Ya know, your friends are my friends type of thing. I'm not gonna come onto her like that."

If only she knew

"Leave her alone." And with that she hung up.

I put my phone back on the line thinking about what she said but letting it slip right out of my head.

They really think that Janet won't be mine.

Little do they know, she's already wrapped around my finger.

something slight. im going through a lot rn so this will allow me to express my feelings. im back.