Differences. (BWWM)

XXV.

I've been calling Travis for three straight hours now and no answer. This was not good. He seemed to just disappear from my radar. I might seem crazy but I'm actually caring. I haven't visited Kennedy's yet. I haven't been doing anything reckless but waiting for my man to come home! He's honestly my future husband. I had time to think about it and I want him back now. I'm done with all the games.

Currently, I've been searching Kennedy's Instagram for an ex or someone who isn't cool with her anymore. This girl had too many photos, first off. It was so hard to find her ex Memphis. I sent him a quick message and he didn't reply, so I've been double messaging him and he's been reading it. I don't care if he's a soccer player or whatever. I just want to see if he miss her or would he want to start a new relationship. He still had their photos up and he didn't even have that many up. From my point of view it looked like they were engaged. The ring was nice, why would she give that up?

I grabbed my laptop typing his name in and seeing if I could get any tea from the sport gossip blogs. The girls and groupies love to talk. I didn't find much, I could see that Kennedy was really his girlfriend and he was a couple years older. I guess she wasn't ready for the big engagement deal. Shrugging my shoulders I kept scrolling as my phone lit up.

I smiled. He replied.

Oh.

He told me to leave him alone. Well.

I will leave him alone for now but I will resume tomorrow. I just don't understand why is it so bad to be with my husband. Fuck it. I sent him a long paragraph about Travis and Kennedy. Also, sending Travis' Instagram so he can see their recent photos. That's another thing. He was openly posting her while she would post him but no face. Just an arm or back or side view.

I feel as if her parents don't know. Parents! I'm going to call travis' mom and tell her she's having her second grandchild. I keep forgetting about her. She completely adores me.

Tapping my finger over her contact I paused, going into my kitchen to get some onions. Cutting them open I made sure to have the juice near my eyes to make me tear up and sniff. I pressed her number and waited for her to answer.

"Hello?" She asked sorta as a question.

"Mrs. Puterbaugh, I'm so sorry to be calling you like this." I said sniffing. "This is Sophia and I just wanted to talk to you since I can't get through to Travis."

"Oh, honey. What's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant and I don't think Travis even wants our baby. I'm scared to be a single mother. He's showing off his girlfriend but can't be here for his family."

"Sweetie," there was a long pause before hearing her sigh. "You're not a family but I'll make sure he gives you a call back."

Pulling the phone away from my ear I rolled my eyes at it. We are a family but ok!
"Thank you so much! I can't wait to show you the ulta sounds of your grandson." I smiled softly before hanging up.

"She doesn't eat pork much." I said to my father as he talked to Kennedy about his favorite types of bacon. She smiled at me. "She likes turkey bacon."

Kennedy nodded her head while looking back at my father. "I do enjoy some good turkey bacon."

I chuckled admiring her. She was amazing, I was so grateful she decided to come on our family vacation. It sucked that I haven't met her family yet. But I understood where she was coming from. It's been a couple of weeks so far, we've been doing great. I don't want to rush anything. But it's sad when she's lying about who's she's with when she's with me. I let out a soft sigh looking up at my mother who was burning a hole through my skull. I raised a brow and went up to go talk to her.

"Yes?" I asked as she walked back inside the villa.
"You got Sophia pregnant?!" She quickly asked me which made me choke on my spit. "No!" I replied quickly back.

"You're lying to me. You got her pregnant and now you're away with Kennedy. I like Kennedy, I do. But your child should come first. She's crying and stressing out. She could lose that baby."

"Sophia hasn't been in contact with me for I don't know how long. I just stopped trying. She can't just be hot and cold. Plus, Kennedy knows that the child might be mine. Let's face it, she gets around so I'm not claiming anything."

"Well, until you know the truth. You need to step up, you can't go there with a unwrapped Willy and think it's okay!" She pulled my ear. "Now, give that girl a call back now. She's waiting for it."

"Mom.."

"I said now."