Still don't know why you chose her over me
Maybe because she's prettier and skinnier everything I'm not
I still think it's the thought that counts though
That night you told me I was wonderful I was so happy
I don't know why the fuck you did this to me
I knew you would break me down and it would make me relapse
I'm spiraling now
Thanks for helping me knock a fake friend in the deep end though
I'll keep in touch with you
I won't be as happy as I used too
08/01/18 4:08 A.M.
-Kiana
