Rebellious

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The drive to Grans house was quiet. I had nothing to say I mean my family has just been taken away from me at the age of 15. What could I possibly say that could change that, what else could god throw at me now. The most important people in the world to me were riding in that car and now they are gone.

" Sweety I know that you don't want to stay here, but this is your home now and all of us here love you. We support you." I know that she was trying to help but I didn't care I just wanted my family back I wanted to go back home and with any luck open the door to our new house and see my family going about their business.

Dad would be wrestling with Mitchells and winning as Mitchell yelled "no fair your bigger than me, CHEATER".While mom is in the kitchen, cooking Friday night dinner.

My son would be in his play pin that's next to the couch in clear view of the TV and kitchen. I would pick him up after greeting my family and walk upstairs to do my homework and get him ready for bed.We would be up there for maybe a hour and 15 minutes before coming down.

When the food was ready, we would all sit in front of the TV, my baby in my arms, and watch a movie for movie night.It was Mitchells turn to choose a movie, so we would be watching a cartoon. Friday night was special it was the only night everyone ate in the living room and not at the table.  The only night when we all cleared our schedule and enjoyed family time. It is hard to believe that's over now.

I smiled and gave a light chuckle at the thought of our movie nights. Gran looked at at me and said "why are you smiling" I decided to answer, she did nothing wrong In asking a simple question. " I was just thinking about my family".

She smiled and I Immediately regretted answering because she started a conversation. "How was life in Texas anyways.." couldn't she understand, couldn't anyone understand me not want to talk about my family but yet she kept bringing them up. "Look baby when people die I find it best to think back on all of the good they have done. I hav..." "Well Gran  I'm sorry that I'm  not like you ok. I'm sorry that I want my family to rest, I don't want to remember any of the times we had together because it hurts. Do u hear that? Am I loud and clear?  I...AM...HURTING".Looking down at my hands I realized that I am shaking hysterically to the point where I am frozen. Tears are running down my eyes but I hadn't noticed I was crying, I'm not even sure I am.

Gran had shock written all over her face. I know I shouldn't take it out on her but I'm just so angry. God could have just left me one, any one. I'm not being picky. "The reunion has been canceled and we called your father's family and Lanes father. His family and your father's family are coming down next week for the funerals." I shook my head to let her know that I understood.

  The rest of the car ride was silent. Gran never looked my way all the way back to her house and honestly I had no problem with it. It's like all emotion I had was gone.

I have nothing,  I  am nothing . At this moment this is me............. nothing.

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