Alliance

My encounter

    I've hurt myself many a times

I've bruised my own heart with the words buried in my mind by the cruelty of a little girls mouth.

I've killed myself several a times. I've stabbed my integrity repeatedly until I started to believe in the words that the little girl spat.

    I've only grown as much as I let myself. I've only fallen as deeply as the world wanted me to fall. see I let them take me. I let them torment me and beat me with their tainted thoughts. Is this the first time? No. I let it happen repeatedly, because I know that if I don't let somebody control my outlook on myself, then I won't have one at all.

    I discipline my face into smiling at the blatant disrespect I am shot with. I train my mind to laugh and endure the pain that humans were never built to retain. I destroy any amount of hope that someone will love me, because they have triggered my mind into believing it to be true.

Part two will come if I get enough views.