My Omega |MikaYuu|

Memories of that night (Pt 1.)

Author's Note: (posted here because this story is on wattpad aswell)

Hi there, so just before you proceed further more into the story. I just wanted to fill you guys in about what's been going on and what's been up. First off let me introduce myself, my name is Glen I go by 'Sins'  on wattpad and A03. I love BTS(jimin biased). I just discovered I love the color white, I tend to daydream of the perfect relationship. I love to draw and I hope to create a WEBTOON one day. I am 5 months to being legal.

I have bi-polar depression. I have been working on it, aswell as becoming a better person in general. Most of you guys that read my stories honestly cheer me up most of the time with the funny, sometimes long comments. I know i sound really lost right now, I'm not in the best state of mind, mainly because of my family. Im currently on vacation, yet it hasn't really been vacation for me it's just been a train of shit honestly. I have now 12 days left before i head back home and just sick back into my corner where no one really knows the real me. It's just this constant mask that i have to put on 24/7 and don't get me wrong i step out of that mask sometimes and for a moment everything is perfect. A few months back on new years i had that car accident and honestly i was scared I thought i would die but i was left unharmed.

Pause- people that have read Torment know that story- , Bittersweet and Blood,Sweat and Tears also?

It honestly had me reflect a lot! Back then i had that mentality that ''hey if like my ass died today it won't matter no one listens to me anyways' but overtime it's changed ( no one still gives a shit about what i say) but I realize that it's not always going to be the same at some point or time my life and the people that impact it will change as i grow up. So instead of bottling things up I've been doing some brave things such as confronting my parents and such, it has been both good and bad.

I tend to bury myself into making up these happy endings like these ones in my stories to pretend everything is okay and when i do that i create such a complication in these stories that i realize it's hard for me to finish because, I haven't been able to fix my own problems to know the perfect solutions to all these equations. That way i end up failing to finish a story because mine is such a mess. I try to hard to push it and when i do, it ends bad. I'll stop rambling on here. I also wanted to add the fact that this story is very old so my writing sucks major ass ( it still does but that's not the point)  I will eventually find some time to fix up all the chapters so this story is less cringe? Like i read back and think " what the fuck?" Anywwwaayys...

Without anymore useless rambling~ enjoy

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Yuu's POV

Yuu blankly stared at his now open bedroom door where the blonde had rushed out after waking Yuu up in an awkward manner?

Yuu shook his head with a sigh, he slipped on his panda slippers and left his room. Down the stairs he walked as he joined the others in the kitchen everyone helping themselves to a slice of pizza while engaging in a conversation. Yuu picked up one of the many plastic plates on the table.

"Yuu-san we got you bacon pizza" shinoa pipped up, sliding him a untouched box of pizza or so he thought, the box had only three slices of bacon pizza left.

"You pigs.." Yuu mumbled under his breath, chuckling.

As usual Yuu was awkward around new people so he kept to himself, ate his pizza silently right before he finished the first piece the couple he dreaded the most walked into the kitchen all giggles and 'touchy touchy'

Yuu wanted to fucking gag, instead he chose on being decent human being and look away from the disgusting sight, just as he did so Mika had glanced his way. The other wore an unreadable expression on his face. Yuu chose to ignore it, looking down at his unfinished pizza he held the piece up, staring at it like it was the most beautiful thing on the planet he took a bite and lightly moaned he chewed it slowly before swallowing then licked his lips. He took another bite, looking back up at the blonde who surprisingly was watching Yuu the whole time, a light blush obvious on his cheeks, he finally looked away and Yuu rolled his eyes.