sorry I'm not going to update today but idk what is wrong with me today I've been feeling weird lately like I was writing something in my journal today that had me in my feelings I'm going to share it with you guys of course cause it has been on my mind.
only he can find himself. only he can fight himself. only he can see the pain and sorrow in his own eyes. only he can feel what he feels. trapped that is all he can be. no where to run, no where to hide. he is the only one that knows himself. smile, laugh, and nod is all he can do on the outside, but do you really know him from the inside. hiding behind a mask everyday. the euphoric personality seen is not the real him. a mask hides the truth. behind that mask is a person who is suffering from being scared and alone. he could not imagine meeting this type of brutal depression even in his own dreams. he who couldn't turn back from the past. the past that made him who he is now. brace and tough on the outside, but in reality he could only be soft, fragile, and weak from within. people pass him throwing thick stones and not once stop. nor think once to help. hate and shame put against him. blame always put on him, not just by others, but himself as well. when will this suffering stop? no one knows not even himself. the one who wants to bloom in the beginning of spring, but falls and scatters like cherry blossoms on the reach of autumn. he who want to reach for the sky and touch, but instead is pushed down to the bottom. music and dance is his only escape from the world, but once it is done flesh adds on more sorrow. only he knows the battle only he is destined to fight. if it is a dream will it stop? no instead it is his reality.
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Forgotten (Park Chaeyoung x Reader)
Fanfiction"promise me to remember me and love me even if something bad happens." says Y/N. "I promise......." says Chaeyoung
