Stargazing//poetry

I should've said.

I have to tell you something serious, like yeah. So basically i love you but not in the same way as i love the other girls, i mean it's something completely different to what I've felt before. And i don't wanna let you go without coming clean about it because that's not fair, I'm sorry that i have to tell you but i couldn't go on regretting what i should've said. I don't suppose it's shocking to be honest i mean you showed me affection when i had nothing and logically that plays a part. To be fair i should've told you a while ago, I've been meaning to but i didn't wanna ruin the work dynamic thing or our friendship but now we both have to move on i guess i have to come clean. And i feel so stupid about making whatever we have going on into something like this, like the feeling i get when I'm with you. I really wish this didn't have to happen i really fucking wish it wasn't like this.