Random feelings....

Situations

I worry.

I probably worry way too much for how my life is.

But I don't worry about me....

I worry about him.

I worry that if something happens to him, I won't be able to help.

That he feels like he can't confide in me with situations he's dealing with.

That he feels like he can't express his feelings with me.

But I want him to.

I want him to tell me about every situation he has, wether it's big or small.

Life changing or not.

I want him to be able to trust me, and feel like he can tell me anything.

Even though I tell him, and let him know that I'm here for him...

I still feel like he is holding back.

Maybe he doesn't want to tell me anything in fear of me leaving him...

That I might think he isn't tough or emotionally strong enough...

That if he tells me even the slightest problem, he could get hurt....

But I don't want to hurt him.

I never do....

I never want to leave...

He is everything to me now, and I don't want to lose that.

What can I do?

I've told him before that he can tell me anything, no matter the situation....

I know that it's hard to tell someone about certain situations, and therefore I'm willing to wait...

For him to feel comfortable enough,

For him to feel that he is ready to tell me.

Because I only want to help, wether its just to comfort him or not...

Because I love him...

And I want to stand by him through thick and through thin...