Everyone says I shouldn't give him a second chance. Part of me knows I'll get hurt again, but the other side hopes he'll change. If I do take him back, we'll need a lot of work. I know I deserve to be treated better, but he was the first person to give me any type of attention when I moved here. I feel like I depend on him because of that. It is Christmas break, so I should be spending time with loved ones. I'll do it. Give him a second chance. I know in my heart that I'll be wondering what would have happened if I don't.
*One week later*
It's New Years yay I guess. See I thought with all these holidays we would spend more time together. Well I was wrong as always. After we got back together we talked for like a day. Since then it's been a week and we haven't spoken. It feels like he doesn't care anymore. He changed for two seconds which was great for when I took him back. But now he is the exact person who I never wanted to be with.
This hurts not because I was in love. I can say I liked him a lot, but never loved. I just hate how right everyone was. I knew I should have listened. It's my fault for having a big heart. I just felt terrible seeing him crying in front of me begging to get back together. I am just very mad. If I saw him right now, I would explode! I legit went against everyone for him. Gosh I hate him so much! Plus he ruined so many songs for me. They all remind me of him! Boys aren't anything and not worth the time of day.
*Second semester of school starts up*
"Mason I just CANNOT believe him! He is literally the worse" I can't help but cry. I cry when I am angry or disappointed. I did everything I could to make it work. Now he is here talking behind my back. It's literally been two weeks since we broke up again, and I already hear about him being with two other girls. He told me he wouldn't date or mess around if we ever broke up. He said he isn't that type of person!
"Anna, now you know why none of the guys on the team like him. Mikey's whole life is filled with lies. He says he did a lot of things just to fit in with us, but we all know he was lying. We've caught him screw up his lies. Plus he told us YOU begged him to get back together"
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME???" I have no words. I don't know who to believe anymore. Mikey would tell me how it was Mason who no one liked. I really hate that I moved here so late in my high school career. I am about to graduate. I don't need this drama, trying to figure out who is lying. "I can't do this anymore. He isn't worth any of my time."
"Yeah we should probably start doing our project lol before Ms. P sees us just talking. WAIT! I have an idea"
Uhhh with this kid I have no idea what to expect from him. We had British Literature last semester as well, but we only talked when doing group projects. Mikey never allowed me to be friend's with Mason. I also didn't have a good image of him from what I was told. It's whatever now. I have nothing to lose anymore.
"What is it? I don't wanna get in trouble for not working."
"Look at your google drive. We are starting a doc, so we look like we are doing our own separate work."
"Uh okay I guess haha" I don't really have much to say to him, but i'm really bored. Plus I need to stop thinking about Mikey's lying butt.
