Y/n pov
I run as fast as i could into the icy night, i walk over to a little park that was abandoned, i sit on on one of swings and just sit there feeling the snow hit my face as the wind picks up, i feel kinda dizzy maybe it's from the lack of food?, maybe from the pain i feel? I know it's dumb that i already had fallen so far for him i just met him recently i mean i always watched his videos and like them. "why you" i say out loud i feel my tears steam down my face "I couldbe perfectly fine on my own if i didn't say yes to coming" i say. The wind picks up even more almost pushing me off the swing "I don't want to be hurt again! but why can't i stop this feeling that i want you. I'm crazy for you
this song is just how she is feeling, she isnt singing it
[Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resistBefore I met you, I never felt good enough
Before I let you, in, I'd already given up
Left on read, no reply, left me just wondering why
Now I'm skeptical of loveSo when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me, is it all of me or just one part?
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want meMomma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know bestI'm terrified, but I'll never let you know
Social suicide, if I ever let it show
Everything feels just right
I fall in place, we fall in line
I'll never let you goSo when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me, is it all of me or just one part?
So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me
Is it all of me? yeahMomma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know bestSo when you hold me, am I the only one?
Do you wanna know me, or is this all just for fun?Momma said there'd be boys like you
Tearing my heart in two, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But with you, I can't resist
Maybe momma doesn't always know bestMomma said there'd be boys like you
Too good to be true, doing what you do, best
Taking me for a ride, telling me pretty little lies
But for you, for you, for you I'll take that risk]
i felt more tears run down my face it like they froze to my skin after a while. i just wanted to stay here forever i feel my eye's slowly shut. It was so cold i-i can't go back though, just a little longer i felt myself be lifted and warm i wanted to open my eye's, but i slowly started to sleep into sleep i opened them a little to see a warm house. I snuggle closer to whoever was carrying, they were so warm and comfortable i slowly drift off into my slumber feeling safe.
Evan Pov~
I was running around looking fer till i saw someone on one of the little swing sets in this park nearby, i walk over quietly and i saw her she looked almost frozen, and looked stunning the snow fell perfectly around her as the park light shined right on her. i could see the frozen tears on her cheeks, i ran over to her while her eye's were closed i picked her up and she snuggled closer to me she felt like an ice cube. I started walking twoards the house but realized she porbably wouldn't want to be carried in the house by me and have everyone stare, i see a coffee shop where one of my mom's friends work at i run over there with Y/n needin her to get warm quick. i open the door to the shop and kick my boot's off and lay her on one of the couches. "Hiya Evan!" My mom's friend said walking our from behind the corner "Oh my gosh! is she okay?!" she asked looking at Y/n i take Y/n hair out of the pony tail to the Coldness wouldnt be contained on her head, i pushed a piece of her hair out of her face, "She's alright, she ran out on us and stayed out for a bit to long in the wrong clothing" I said mom's friend walked over and handed me a coffee and a bagel. "Why'd she run out?" she asked taking a seat next to me "I did something kinda douche-y" I said sitting on the floor staying as close to Y/n as i could "What did you do?" she said looking at me, i felt nervouse to tell her but she was always the one I could tell stuff too, she could keep asecret like no other. So i slowly Started to explain the whole situation as she listend and took sip's of her own coffee. "Well, you did kind mess up. . . . . She is a pretty one, Did you want to kiss her?" she asked, the same thing Loui asked "I-i dont know i thought of it but i thought she wouldn't like it" I admitted she laughed "Oh you sweet doll, do you like her?" she asked i looked at the ground my cheeks starting to gain color, "Aww, well i'm just gonna say from a girl's point of view she wouldn't have ran away for you almost doing that, there's some things that you really need to talk to her about especially this but wait, don't bring it up just yet. Give it some time so she can calm down and figure stuff out in her head" She said putting a hand on my shoulder i hear a mumble and i look over and see Y/n start to wake up "I'll be heading out thank you so much" i said getting up i picked up Y/n and put her in my coat "Anytime" she said as i walked out.
Y/n pov~
I open my eye's and see snow below me i look around till my eye's settled on the person who was carrying me. Evan. i try to wiggle out of his grasp almost doing it but his grip tightend a bit to much for me to do that. "Hey hey calm down it's alright" He said looking at me i looked away from him as he set me down "Why did you run off like that?" Evan asked i looked away from him as we stood there the snow falling around us i look up at him, our eye's locking "I-i dont" i said kicking some of the snow up off the ground, he put his hand on my face making me blush slightly, i look at him and immediantly hug his as tight as i could he hugged me back with the same force "can we just stay like this for a bit?" i asked looking up at him he smiled and held me tight and picked me up and swung me around making me laugh. "We can stay like this as long as you wan too" he said as he slowly set me down, he nuzzled his head into the crock of my neck making shivers run up my spine "i was really worried for you" he whisperd i wrap my arms around his neck resting one of my hands on the back of his head. The wind slowed almost to a stop like it was frozen in place as the snowflakes flew slower. Evan pulls his head back looking at me, i blush but gather all the strength in my body and i slowly life my feet a little leaning in till i saw Evan stare at me i stayed still fighting the urge to run i feel him wrap his arm around my waist and pull me closer, we starred at each other like this leaning in closer and closer "EVAN!" Evan's mom called we stopped and parted he looked a bit irritated, "uh we should go" i said rubbing the back of my neck Evan look's at me sadly and i grab his hand intertwing my fingers with his "ya" he said calming down. We arrive at the house and let go of each others hands and walked in "Oh my word are you okay?" Evan's mom said looking at me "i'm fine really just went on a walk and all" i said happily she stared at me then looked at Evan and smirked. "Well you two should head to bed, you have a long flight tomarrow don't want to miss it" Evan's mom said ushering us upstairs. We get to Evan's room and i Hear the door close and it being locked, i look over at him who it taking his boots off and his shirt making me look away quickly, i remove his jacket and hang it up and i slip off my boots and sweater. I was left in my black T-shirt and leggings, i see Evan look over at me "What?" i said looking at myself he smirked and walked to the bathroom coming out in a large sweater that looked like it was made for christmas, and fuzzy pajama pants. He sit's on the bed as he puts on fuzzy slipper's. i go to the bathroom and put on red fuzzy pajama pants and a large sweater and slippers. i walk out and i see Evan standing there with his hand's out or me to grab, i walk over and grab them as he pulls me a bit closer, the light was dimmed to perfection. He look's me in the eye's "I wanted to do this for so long, but now that i'm here i don't know if i can move" He admits "Just close your eye's" i said as he shut his eye's i leaned in and closed mine. Our lip's connect and i feel shivers run through my body racing to every inch of my body making me feel weak. His lip's were soft and warm and, made me want to kiss them forever. we sloely pulled away opening our eye's. I see his shocked face as he freezes up, i stood there blushing like a mad man. "Y/n" he said "I love you" was all he was able to get out before i tackled him onto the bed kissing him, he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. i loved him then, I love him now, and im sure as hell ill love him in the future. We pulled away for air "I love you too" i said he held onto each other for the rest of the night. never wanting to leave each other's grasp.
