Living With the Shaytards (sequl from VFMS)

DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

I woke up but stayed in bed, I was to depressed to get out of bed I dont even know if I could cope this tragic thing. But eventually I had to get out of bed cause I had to eat and all that but I just wanted to stay in bed for the rest of my life. I got out of bed looking like a hot mess but I didnt care really.

I went downstair's trying to avoid every human being in the house (if it was possible). I was walking to the kitchen and I felt someone touch me from behind, I looked back and there was aunt Carlie hugging me. I refuse the hug and wiggle out of her arms, she knew I wasnt in the mood right now. I ran to the kitchen grabbed a little bit of breakfast and went back to my room.

After a couple of hours I heard dad talking down stair's.

Shay: " KIDS, COME DOWN STAIRS " but I didnt move an inch, I stayed right where I was cause I dont want to see what they're doing. I heard a knock on my door.

Me: " Go away " but came in anyways. It was Avia.

Avia: " Come on Amber Dad said you havve to come downstair's "

Me: " But I dont want to go downstair's, I want to stay here where im alone "

Avia: " Im getting dad then "

Me: " Go right ahead I dont care " and she went down stair's to get dad. I just dont want to go downstair's cause I dont want to be around people right now and im just..... alone.

Dad came up stairs and told me to get out of bed, I refused multiple times and then afterwards he picked me up and carried me to the living room, I dont get it when im either asleep,sad, or to depressed to do something he tells me to do why does he always pick me up? I dont get it.

Dad didnt put me down he just carried me on his shoulders. He suggested that we go somewhere for a family dinner. All the kids screamed: "WINGERS", I didnt want to go I just wanted to stay under the covers and never come out. Why cant we just stay home to eat and then I dont have to be in public looking like something tragic just happened oh wait, IT DID.

Dad told us all to go upstairs and put some cloths on cause we were going to wingers, Oh god why?. I went upstairs and got dressed in this cute little dress that I havent wore for years, I sort of started to forget about my parents but I knew I would remember them somehow.

I go down stair's and all the kids were there. We open the door and run into the car, as I said I wanted to sit with Gavin and Brock so I sat beside both of them. We were driving to winger's while I was on my iPad, I called my aunty cause I thought she wanted to talk to me. I called her and she picked up.

Aunt: " Hello? "

Me: " Hi! "

Aunt: " Oh, Hi Amber how's it going over there? "

Me: " Good, hows it going on your side? "

Aunt: " Fine dear. *crying sounds* Oh I got to go sweetheart ill call back later promise "

Me: " Ok bye "

Aunt: " Bye "

Well that seemed like the shortest conversation ever. Its been a while but we were almost there, so I decided to tell my youtube subscribers that I cant make video's anymore. They were pretty disappointed but I told them that I would be on the Shaytards so they got excited that got to see me monday-friday. So we got to winger's about 3 minutes later which for me was a little bit exciting because I was STARVING.

We went inside and sat down at a table and we were picking things to order. I picked Chicken wings, I really like chicken its my favourite. We waited for a minute for our food to arrive so we talked for a while. After we were done talking our food came, I wanted to eat SO BADLY at the moment. After  the waiter put the plate down in front of me I started eatting as fast I could cause I really was hungrey.

After I was done, I was starting to forget about my parents which is a good thing cause I cant just stay in my room for the rest of my life. When we were done, Mom and dad secretly packed our swimsuits so we're gonna go to the pool, I wanted to go to the park but swimming is way better. We drove to the public pool close to the apartment and went into the change room to change into our swim suits.

We all came out of the change room with our swim suits on and ran to the pool side.

All: " 1, 2, 3! " we all jumped into the water. We swimed for a few minutes then I suggested that we do a challenge of who could do a hand stand underwater longer I knew Avia would win but I didnt really care at all.

We suggested to see who would stand under water for more then 10 seconds, if anyone who stays for more then 10 seconds try to do 20 and so on and so on. We all agreed to do it so we tried, me and Avia were tied so we had to try to do it again to see who would win. I lost just to make her happy cause I didnt want to see her dad.

It was 8:00 and it was time to go home but good thing the apartment was 10 minutes away from here. it was 8:10 and we decided to watch a movie, we watched Planes. after it was done we had to get ready for bed. it was 9:50 so I got dressed for bed and brushed my teeth. Before I went to bed I wanted to watch some Spongebob on demand.

I watch the episode with the Pat has no hat, Emmi came down when she heared the spongebob theme song, She sat down next to me just watch the episode. After the episode was done we watched the episode where they went to glove world. I've been watching spongebob alot but my most watched show was iCarly I really like Spencer and Carly actually whole cast.

After me and Emmi were done the episode we decided to watch iCarly, even though me and Emmi werent sleepy and it was already 10:30 and the other kids were asleep we wanted to watch iCarly after the Spongebob episode I even promised Emmi so I couldnt break my promises. After we watched the episode we went to bed, I tucked Emmi in and kissed her on the forehead and left the room.

I went to my room and quietly went climbed into my bed, I put my head on the pillow so om and dad didnt notice me and Emmi were awake. Mom and Dad opened the door I closed my eyes as fast as I could so they didnt notice I was awake. After they thought I was asleep they closed the door, I opened my eyes and went on my iPad.

I went on the app store, I downloaded the Facebook app. After it was done downloading I went on the app clicked create account and created my own account on Facebook. It was really easy actually, you put your name and last. put your password and email and birthday and your done after that. I started kiijubg for my friends in the searching for my friends on Facebook, I found all of them I couldnt believe they ALL HAD FACEBOOK, and they didnt even tell me. I didnt even care I just pressed add friend and then some kind of bubble thing and a number 1 on a globe showed up, it said Rebecca has added you.

Then some kind of messanger thing popped and then I saw a little bubble that said "hi" I noticed we were talking. so we talked for a couple of minutes talking about how it is in NY and telling her that my parents are dead and all that other stuff that im still going through but I will be fine dont worry. After we were dont talking we went to bed. I was really tired and I didnt notice. I fell asleep 2 minutes after.

Goodnight world, see you tomorrow. :).