Wait! (Sad Hamilton Ships)

How it Started... (Jeffmads)

"Fuck," Thomas mutters, "fuckfuckfuckFUUUCK!!" Thomas screams and slams his hands onto the door. I flinch on the other side of it. What happened to my Tommy? Why is he like this, and what do I have to do with any of it? I slowly move away from the door, knowing he'll slam himself into it, not caring if I'm in his way. He'll just plow right over me, crushing me into the ground, adding to my cuts and bruises and... scars... on- on my-

"James get out right now or I swear to god, I'll kill you!" He screams the words. Surely someone's heard him? Surely someone is going to help me...

Right? 

Thomas POV 

When does one's life begin? Some people say it's when you're born, some people say it's the last thing you remember, but I say it when you first meet your soulmate... 

 I met Jemmy when I  was 13. I was in love the second I laid eyes on him. He looked at me with those big, brown, soft eyes, and I saw love. We became friends, and we would hang out all the time. On my 16th birthday, I invited him overnight to stay and celebrate my birthday. That night, it changed everything...

"So Jimmy James, who's that chic I saw you with today." I hold back my tears as I say this, hoping he doesn't notice. 

"Oh, uhm, Martha? She's- she's a friend, that's all," he says, laughing nervously. My heart falls to the floor. I knew it. I knew it all along. "I mean, maybe She's cute but-"

"G'night, James." I stop him. If he had said another word I would have started sobbing. 

"... ok, night Tom." 

Later that night, I wake up to see James staring outside. 

"Look Tom, I'm only hanging out with Martha so people think I'm straight." The words hit me like a bullet to the heart, but it's a relief. He turns around to face me. "I'm gay, Tommy." He looks reluctant, like he didn't want to say it. I stay silent for a while. "Tommy say something anything, please." The words are desperate, pleading. But my mouth is glued shut. A tear streams down his cheek, followed by another, and another, and another. 

"..."

He stands. "I have to go." He sniffs. "Bye Thomas." 

"Jemmy, wait."

He stops and turns around. "What," he whispers.

"I'm bisexual." The words are thick in my throat. I've never told anyone those words. "It's okay, alright?"

"..."

I take a step towards him, and wrap my arms around him. He freezes, but then relaxes, and hugs back. We stand there, just hugging, for 10 minutes. I feel his arms drop to his side, and I move my hands up to his face and cup his cheeks. I lean down and kiss him. His eyes widen, and his eyelashes tickle my face. His eyes close and I feel his arms go up to my chest and they stay there. My hands go around his waist, pulling him closer to me. His mouth opened and my  tongue enters. His eyes flicker open and his hands push against my chest. I take a step back.

"I-I'm sorry James I didn't mean to-" I started.

"It's fine Tommy. I just- didn't expect that." He starts laughing quietly. "So..."

"Heh..." I'm screwed.

"Tommy, Ive liked you for awhile, I just didn't know if you would feel the same-"

"I get it, it was like that for me too. But let's talk about this in the morning, Jemmy," I say.

"Woah, 'Jemmy'? That's different," he laughs. I start blushing. He kisses my cheek. "Good night, Tommy." 

"G'night." 

...

I'm trash. :/

But I hope you liked my trash 🤣😂 

Anyway, I did say before that this is like, a story with all the ships, so I need some other ideas too so PLEASE tell me what's you want to see!

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