Haikyuu x child reader

Awake

Matsukawa x Hanamaki X child reader -angst-ish

"You are ugly."

"Useless."

"Pathetic."

"Talentless."

"Go die."

"Kill yourself."

All the things I am, I wish I could die like my parents said. But I can't. No matter how hungry I am, or dirty I am. I can't die for some reason. I was sitting behind a big huge garbage truck where no one can see me and I was shivering from the cold. My hair was all sticky and messy and my body filthy.

I didn't eat the garbage or anything. I just starved myself hoping to die here peacefully knowing no one would care. "Mama...I'm sorry...papa...I'm sorry for anything I did wrong." I cried and shivered.

The wind was really cold tonight and that would mean one thing, winter is coming. I sneeze and stood up. I couldn't stay here for long. I needed to find a place to stay warm through the winter.

I walked out of the valley and started to look for places I could stay. Where can a 7-year-old find a place to die? I didn't know, and I didn't know where I was going.

As I walked, I got stared and looked at people pity me.

"Don't touch her, she has lice."

"Ew...was she born homeless?"

"She's dirty, let's walk the other way."

"Isn't that (y/n)!" I heard one of my old friends spoke out loud.

"Yes that is, ew look at her. I can't believe we were friends with her." They run off giggling and I started to feel bad and cry silently.

The day passed and my bare foot was hurting. I look up at the sky and see the sun shining. I decide to a playground and swing on the swings. As I got to the playground, I saw kids with their parents playing happily.

I remembered when I was one of them. But because of my cancer, my parents couldn't pay the hospital bills and decided to abandon me on the streets.

It's been months since I was stranded on the road. I started to cough blood a couple days ago. I really didn't care, as long as it meant I could die and leave this horrible place, I was happy.

I walked away from the playground and just sat on the sidewalk. My legs couldn't take it anymore. I look up the sky and see the sky has already darkened and snow started to fall. I lay on the sidewalk and fall asleep. The snow covering me up as a blanket but a cold one.

"Mom look my tooth came out!" I yell out loud.

"Ah! Look, honey, our baby first tooth." She called out to dad.

"Put it under your pillow so the tooth fairy can come tonight." My dad smiled at me.

"Okay!" I run to my room and hid it under my pillow.

The next day I woke up and found a dollar under my pillow. I grabbed it and ran to the kitchen to show my parents. They smiled and showered me with kisses.

I woke up from my dream and a shining light was above me. "Am I finally at heaven?" I say out loud and smile.

"Nope. You are in a hospital." A man with light pink hair answered.

"W-who are you?" I ask.

"Your savior of course." He smiles at me.

"Makki stop playing around." A guy with thick eyebrows and black hair showed up next to the guy. "Where are your parents?"