"Ashton, Wake up."
"No" i reply.
"You have to. Its your first day of school!"
"Mum" i mumble, not even listening
I Start thinking. "God mum you are so annoying"
Dont say that! She might Listen. Though, my mum shows no sign of hearing that, i think.
"Okay Hun." She says, and walks out of my room Closing the door.
I Get up, Undress, Hop in the shower and realise its the the first day of school. Only because i was Half asleep when she told me.
what if i get hurt? what if i die today? I Think.
You see, i have this "Disorder" . Call it Paranoia.
I Think everything bad, is going to happen. From robbing, to Serial killers.
I Hate having it, Because it really effects who i am.-
When i hop out of the shower, i get dressed, and hurry out the door not caring about eating. Like i ever did..
"Hey Ash!" Mike says running up to me.
"Hi mikey." i say turning around, every few seconds to see if anyone is following us.
"So.. uhm.. I Met this new kid a few days ago. His name is Calum. He's coming to our school, and has a friend he said he wanted to show us"
I Just nod, thinking about meeting new people and shake my head, staring at the concrete below my feet while my hands are in my pocket.
"Whats wrong ash?"
I Sigh.
"I just... My paranoia.. i hate it. Mikey. I Cant deal with it."
Michael Stops me, turning me to face him.
"Ashton, i wish you didnt have it either. It kind of effects our relationship. Not in a bad way, just saying. This sounds cheesy but... Dont let it get to you okay?"
A corner of my mouth turns up, and i hug him.
"Thanks mikey" i Mumble into his shoulder, and pull apart.
"Lets get to school Now ash.. Calums kinda' cute yanno..." Michael trails off.
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|| Paranoid {Lashton} ||
FanfictionAshton irwin Has paranoia. Luke hemmings Falls for Ashton, Vise versa. But When Ashton's paranoia kicks in and it is starting to make him believe that Luke doesn't love him anymore. Luke needs to make him believe that he does. Maybe someone gets in...