The one that was the first one to talk to you when you came to a new school, ends up being the first one who left you without any consideration :/
You were once the one that I trusted so much, the one I looked up to. You were friendly and caring towards me when I first came. You took me out of my comfort zone,you took me to explore new heights and the outside world. You changed me to a better person. I was touched by every of you movement , you were so mighty,so strong. I felt comfortable around you. But soon , admiration turned into jealousy, jealous of how you manage to get all the boys to spin around you,jealous of how great you are in your studies,jealous of how much attention you can earn from different people. But I always told myself that you were born to be that perfect.
Soon, I realized it was all a joke. You've never treated me as somebody. I was always an animal to you. I was never put into your consideration at all . All the lies you made making everyone to believing that I was a joke. Haha, very funny. But still , I still treasure you so much. I still protect you even though you don't notice. I know my absence is like nothing to all of you. I Learned to stand on my own, still a little wobbly but I don't really care. As long as I don't fall back to your trap.
I still fell for it, this wasn't the first time. All the lures were so real and made me believe that your thoughts of me changed. I knew it never changed. I want to be there for you but I was always rejected. REJECTION is fine but it left me with some scars and wounds that might take forever to heal.
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