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Blocked || chapter 20

I was mad, I was sad. I was...full of mixes of emotions. I didn't know what I was feeling, I just want to run until I can't feel myself anymore. My breathing wasn't stable anymore as I was running for the pain to go away.

It's either your best friend is happy or you loose the love of your life...

I dropped on my knees, I winced a little when I touched the small wound. But it didn't hurt more than my heart is.

I stood up and continued running until I'm far away from Seoul. I need a big time space, I can't breath well with my throat so dry. I screamed on top of the rock as loud as I can.

Feeling less weigh on my shoulders. I continued to cry all alone on the cold hill wearing nothing warm. Of course I'll get sick, but who cares?

After quite a couple hours later I decided to take a cab back home. After I paid I couldn't continue my path to inside my lonely apartment.

"I miss you..but I hate you"

Flashback

I was waiting for Jennie to come to the cafe where I told her to meet up with me. I told her I had something very important to say. Sipping in the sweet Iced Frappuccino I looked out the window enjoying the view.

"Hey Jisoo!"

I heard her yell but when I looked up she has brought him with her. My smile I had on slowly went down and into a straight face.

"....hey."

"Meet my boyfriend, Taehyung"

Why is it always like this?

I gave a fake smile. We talked and talked about useless things. I wanted her to forget I was gonna say something "important" because Taehyung is there. I just want us both to go through this problem, not with him. He'll just cave in more troubles.

"So...what was that important thing you were gonna say?"

I glared at Taehyung to a sweet one to Jennie. I shook my head quickly and looked down at my watch before grabbing my purse.

"I'm s-sorry, but I have to go."

I waved quickly a Jennie sending the sweetest smile but once I've passed them my straight was back within less than a second making me roll my eyes.

"Yah. Jisoo!"

He yelled my name. I ignored him.

"Jisoo! Hold up!"

She yelled my name. I quickened my pace and was about to run to the other side of the street when it was still green until my wrist was caught.

"Yah..."

She was trying to catch on her breathing as she was chasing after me with him. I snatched my hand away making her eyes wide. I don't know whether to be mad at her, happy for her, sad for this situation, or just end all these things.

"Jisoo...Gwenchana?"

Taehyung caught up and held onto his waist raising a brow at me. I scoffed disgustingly at both of them. Now that I've seen both of them together, I feel very more disgusted rather than on social media.

"GwEnCHanA...do I look okay?"

I mocked her and told her sarcastically. I saw how her perfect eyebrows went into a row. She was mad, but why would she have the right to be mad when she already got what she has?

Now that I'm looking back, it's not just some type of luck....she's always stealing stuff away from me. First my modeling career, my position in YG, my position as the unnie to tell the youngest to act with manners, and last...my love.

I wasn't crying, but I was fuming with hot steaming blood inside my head about to explode like an volcano. I don't know whether to consider her as my friend, or my sister.

Don't they always fight? They'll get back together eventually...right?

I sighed and looked down. A big hand grabbed my wrist.

"Jisoo...we can talk about it. Alone."

I snatched my hand away feeling disgusted by his touch but also craving for it.

"Jennie...if this is all you want. Then this is the last time you take my stuff. My life."

I looked into her eyes to see her eyes watering and Taehyung there with his fist tight resisting to hit me for making Jennie cry.

"W-what? What do you mean? Everything I've done is all for you"

I looked back her after picking gazes with Taehyung. I gave my fakest smile and nodded pretending to agree.

"I'm sure it's for me...right?"

I cocked my head at her. I rolled my eyes and walked a different route. I've made her broken hearted, but sisters come back, best friends come back.

If I've had revealed us, things would've been worse.

End of flashback

I entered inside the cold and empty apartment. I gave a tight smile and hugged out of relief. Please let it stay like this...

Forever.

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