The Start of Reality

Being Alone Sucks

I moved out of Jungkook's house and went to my best friend's house.I noticed that she isn't home at all times due to work and her husband.But,I don't know who her husband is...

I decided to take a nap but then I heard her come home.I just slightly raised my head looking at the door with half - opened eyes.
I saw Suzy's(my best friend's)legs and also saw black ripped jeans legs next to hers.

It's familiar...

I got much better eyesight all of a sudden so I looked up and saw...Suzy and Jungkook...

I see...Jungkook wouldn't leave me.He's a damn cheater!Seeing her with Jungkook,I just felt to kick him in the nuts and steal Suzy's house!I bet Shuhua moved in!

I looked at both of them.Jungkook noticed me after both of them stepping inside giggling while looking at each other full of lust.His face turned from jovial to pure sadness.I made eye contact with him.He looked down and avoided it.Suzy realized that I was outside in her living room.

"Y-Y/n... I am sorry..." Suzy regretted.

"Jungkook,so...you were...secretly married when we were dating???" I asked with tears forming in my eyes.

"Y-" I cut him off.

"NO!Don't call me." I skinned my teeth.

" Why I am deserving this from you?I thought we loved each other?Do you care about me?!You...just are REALLY nice and warm - hearted but when you date someone,you make them the opposite of you...BECAUSE OF YOUR STIINKING ATTITUDE IN THE END!Wow,so you never even loved me?Suzy,you trust this guy? " I said.

"Uh,I -" I cut her off by my hand on her mouth.

"I don't want...to hear...." I said and cried.

I ran to my room,ran back to the kitchen and lit my room on fire.They didn't see me get the matches since they both went to the restroom(I sent them there because it's dirty) to talk about their relationship and I also locked it from outside.The fire grew larger and larger and larger as I stood on my bed waiting to die.I was crying silently while the fire was crackling loudly.

I am killing myself because Being Alone Sucks...

The fire already was affecting my body.

Jungkook heard flames.

"What's that flames sound?Is she go-"

"Jungkook,I am Suzy...not Y/n!" She said.

" NO like seriously though! " he tried to open the door for the restroom but it was
locked!

"The freakin' door!!!!" He cursed.

He then saw a window slightly open so he ran up the toilet and jumped through the window gangster style with ignoring Suzy.

He ran back to the front door and ran to the fire.

"Y/n,NO!" he screamed at me.

To Be Continued...