Hey I know this is different but I wanted to kind of give you an aspect of me irl because I'm not happy ever so here we go
So today Daddy was changing his account to another one and it made me panic I got upset with him and asked him meanly to change it back I almost instantly regretted it my mind sank and O felt my heart breaks into peices I was scared I was sorry I was terrified I was having a hard time breathing I seriously down my phone and curled up I apologized so many timeline know he couldn't hear me but I did and now I'm just sitting here writing this and crying and wishing I wasn't such a fuck up because all I ever do is cry I'm not a very happy person I have extreme depression and super high anxiety not to mention dysphoria and I'm trans and gay witch comes with bullies low self esteem and fear that Daddy will snap and get tired of me and shut me out I would hate myself so much if that happened do yea uhh this was my story to a small look into my mind.. Bye...
