STAY IN A HOUSE WITH MY BIAS ??!! [COMPLETED√]

PART 45

# Y/n pov

I opened my eyes. 
Did I fall asleep?
I take a look at the clock. It's 11 o'clock in the night. I slept for a long time. I wake up and go to living room.
Where are others?
They're not here. Practice maybe. I make my way to rooftop. Some fresh air would make me feel better. I take a look at the sky. They're many stars there.
" Wahhh. It's pretty "
I said.
" I envy you stars. You can just be at the sky and didn't need to plan what you gonna do later. But.. I have to.. And even if I did plan something, there must be someone said no to my decision "
I stopped as I felt my eyes started to get teary. I sit on a chair and take out my handphone. I take a look at my contacts. I need a person. I need a person to be with me now. I stopped at Jun oppa's nombor.
" But what if he's practicing? "
I sighed.
" Maybe, I'll just talk to myself today. "
I look at the stars.
" Oh right. I have you all to talk to "
I said to stars.
" You can just call me "
" Kamcagiyaaa!! "
I take a look from where the sound came from. It's Jun oppa !!!
" What are you --
" I'm here for being your talk partner for today. Taking the stars' position "
He said than take a sit beside me.
" So, what's wrong? "
He asked.
" Aren't you busy? "
I asked.
" No I'm not. If I am than why would I be here? "
He said.
" I answered you question. Now your turn to answer my question "
He added. I just sighed. He looked at me.
" You looked serious "
He said.
" I'm just.. tired "
I lied.
" No you're not. I can see problems at your face "
He said.
" I don't want to force you to talk about it. But if you--
" Yes I want to "
I cut his word.
" I want to talk about it. I really need a person to talk about it "
I added.
" Okay. What is it? "
Jun oppa changed his position . He sit in front of me so he can look at my face.
" I'm... Aren't you tired being beside me? I mean being my friend? "
I asked. He shaked his head.
" No I'm not tired. Why would I? "
He asked.
" I'm sure Euijin oppa told you about me. I like being hug and I need a hug when I'm sad or in a bad mood. I need a person to be with me when it's raining hard with storm and lightning cause I'm afraid of it. I also easily being afraid like a kid. But I'm 18 . I'm an adult now. But Euijin oppa, my mom, my dad and several of my friends always said that I didn't act like my age. I just felt like I'm burdening all people around me to take care of me "
I said while crying. And suddenly I felt a warm body pull me in a hug. It's a warm hug that make you fell safe.
" Cry as loud as you want. It's okay to cry "
He said as he tapped my back softly.

# Jun pov

After about 15 minutes crying in my hug, she broke the hug slowly.
" I'm sorry. Your shirt. It's wet "
She said.
" Don't mind it "
I said. I looked at her. She's looking down and started to cry again.
" I just feel like. It's better if I wasn't born at this world. I feel alone "
She said while crying. I hold her hand. " Y/n , just remember that, in some way, you're someone's angel even if you don't know it. He love you and think of you every day. You are not alone "
I said.
Yes, that 'someone' is me. I can't deny it anymore. Yes, I love her. I want her to be mine and take care of her every day. Spend my time with her and see that cute laugh at that cute face. It's hurt to see this cute face's crying and looking weak. I LOVE HER.