I finally found something that could still make my cry it was uncomfortable and I don't know what to think about it but my tears were warm and almost hot but I guess that's what I get for not crying in years.
Even if a family member dies or leaves forever I won't cry.
Of course I guess it was a single tear but still not in years.
I wonder if I will even have a single tear ever again. This just happened sone minutes ago and thanks to that I probably won't sleep for the next week so that's fun.
Hope this doesn't wake anyone up and sorry if it does