distant | j.jk

nine

as expected, more tears then fell.

i could see his reaction, he hesitated to say something, and all i heard was a sigh.

" i know you... probably moved on by now. but i'm sorry that i can't. you mean so much to me,"

i finally looked up, but he looked down while pursing his lips.

"you don't have to say anything, i'm just happy that i got to see you again, seeing you grow up to an adult."

" listening to your group's music made me feel better too. "
i smiled sadly.

" especially your voice, i didn't know you could sing so well. "

he smiled a little bit at my compliments, but i saw his eyes starting to gloss.

" i guess i should be going... i don't want your members and your manager to get worried. have good rest and goodnight. "
i heaved a sigh and turned away.

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j.jk

as she left, instant regret started to take over my feelings.

i should've said something.

at least a word, or a phrase even.

i should've told her that i still miss her,

and love her.